Hello, my lover and I have a past of ups and big downs, everything seemed to get at its peak of chaos. I felt his energy detaching from me and he fell in love with one of his female friend. At this point, he was out of love for me and our daily or so talk was very dull.
Dantalion, Asmoday, Sallos and Sitri all made me understand that i had to let go of the deep unhealthy attachment before they would help me.
I did.
After this i performed those rituals and spells in the span of a few days:
-Candle magick ritual of heavy visualization and emotions using a bit of structuring.
-Astral energy work on my lover (ex) since we have a deep bond.
-Asked Leraje to break the link my ex had with the girl.
-Asked Dantalion to remove any obstacles in my ex’s mind and make him remember what he loves about me and make him want me again.
-Asked my fellow Asmoday to put chaos in their bond.
-Asked Sallos to sweeten him to me and make his love for me grow.
-Asked Sitri to arouse him at the very thought of me and desire me with passion.
-I did the freeze spell to bind the girl away from him.
After all this, my energy was so changed, everything was poured out, I didn’t felt the intuitive need to do a spell or a ritual. I then learned that he was getting an apartment with her. I felt like I failed and my soul needed on such a deep level to take some distance.
I said i needed some space to heal, because it was unhealthy, he understood.
During this time I focused on healing, mourning what was needed to be.
Did a candle spell where i just pushed all my sadness, wanting, clinging, all that dirty stuff, into him so that he would feel the same way. This was more done for therapy and not to get results, so i figured that i could just make the intent of it not to work.
I then accepted the situation but my tarot cards were telling me he was coming back, that “my twin flame was coming back”, “soulmates reunion”, “past love coming back together stronger”. I didn’t want to believe it cus I was finally accepting the idea that he wanted that girl and honestly their bond was nearly flawless, just very fresh.
After 5 days he texted me that he missed me and he came to my place the next day cus I wanted to give him his stuff back but everything unfolded just like i intended with my past rituals. He cut off the heart bond with her, opened his heart to me, told me he loved me from such a deep part of himself.
The Chaos of our past went down to this and now we are finally raising up again, our bond is too strong to be over yet.
Thanks to all the spirits, daemons that helped me. King Paimon was not mentioned but he did help (thanks to a user here).
If there one good thing i really learned is the need to simply surrender and let go. For the magick to work and for mental health aswell. Fear leads to nothing but disaster.
