Something is happening in my journey, in my path something big.
For years I have been guided, taught and have met many entities, engaged in many path-workings, many journeys. Only now do I see that all of the paths and entities were pushing me towards the same things. I was looking over some of my oldest workings and my earliest ones with the nine demonic gatekeeper path.
I felt something strange, a connection between it all, it wasn’t a theory or just a feeling, but it was as if i already knew it. After exhausting myself I fell asleep on my table, with a glass of whisky in my hand and my head in my piles of books.
I woke up but not in my body, I went to the window and instead of being my regular street, I saw nothing but blackness. I walked out and stood there, a thousand whispers could be heard echoing throughout the environment. Suddenly faces began emerging, the elemental kings emerged whispering my name, many of the angels of ascent began whispering my name.
Flashes of the divs, the jinn, Ahriman, Az Jahi, Odin, Hades, Nergal, Thoth, Papa Legba and various other gods and goddesses I have encountered.
Devilish faces with demonic sigils as brands on their heads, that of the nine demonic gatekeepers, the nine demonic kings, Lilith, Naamah, Eishteth, Agrat.
My demonic child, Pherishel (The Crooked Man), old masters, the most impactful entities all emerging and re-emerging from this blackness, even the father of darkness Satalos.
It was at that moment that beyond what seemed like a infinite blackness, shined a fiery surge before me, I cannot even explain it or even its colour.
It was like a opening, I felt gravitated towards, more than that, all the spirits were pushing me towards it.
“This is your destiny, we are the ones who set you on the path, that no other has walked, but you will, you will”.
These were the words of all the entities, their voices acting as a pressure building behind me, a unbearable critical mass pushing me.
I then was slammed back into my body, I cannot for the life of me get back, I cannot make sense of it as of yet and none of the entities will answer me on the subject.
All I know is that opening leads to something, maybe someone or I don’t even know, yet I feel like this is it. This is my purpose, my destiny and I cannot shake the feeling, I cannot stop thinking and even dreaming of it.
This is insane, I just had to share this, I had to do something rather than it fester and boil up inside of me.