Foster Home as well?
I feel very sorry for your experiences.
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Easy. They embody something you have in yourself that you despise or hate in yourself or they have something you want but don’t have. Figure what it is and voila. Funny thing in shadow work is this: what makes you tick about other people is in you, not in them.
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It can also be a repressed part of yourself that you used to like. I remember I hated fuck boys for a while, I had to kill that part of myself even though I throughly enjoyed it. Then when I ressurected it I found myself contending whther it was okay to embody the archetype.
Don’t let what they did to you make you fall down a dark path that you won’t be able to come back from your anger and gated are aimed at the wrong ppl I know how it feels to go through what you went through I’ve been there trust me you need to know you are beautiful and strong no matter what you have been through you need to accept yourself for who you are and know the things in your life that happen wasn’t your fault
It’s not your fault
Your not alone
Become a person you want to be
Let go of the hate you have for what happened the ppl and towards yourself…
Easier said then done but take it one step at a time day by day n I know you will be ok
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Hiya OP! I don’t know your history with whores- there’s nothing wrong with them or ‘fuck boys’ by nature, but people of all walks can always be bad humans- that has made them a part of your shadow work, but, there’s a lot of ways to address your irrational feelings. The first, as mentioned by others, is to work with a whore goddess who can help you reprogram these responses.
The second one, which is psychological as opposed to magical, is sublimation, also known as replacement of the subject of hatred. For example, you mentioned hating them because they ‘spread disease’- so, whenever you feel that feeling, redirect it to industrialized disease makers, who make bank from engineering and spreading diseases. So, corporations that pollute water and food sources (like Nestle), domestic abusers that create lifelong issues in their family (and those that protect them), modern slavers (like the Vietnamese illegal cannabis farmers in the uk that abduct kids to watch the plants and rape them to maintain control), and other real monstrosities masquerading as people. They make good curse targets too! 
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I have already requested once to please keep identity politics OFF this topic, and that means race, as well as sex, sexuality, and gender- or species-identity.
I will remove any further posts that seek to broaden this out in order to trot out anyone’s own hobbyhorses without notice. The personal may well be the political but not on this forum, the line has been drawn by the forum owners and it is not open to negotiation:
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I will comply for now, but someone who thinks the epistemology of Jean-Paul Satre is conducive to occult theory has no fucking clue (talks of transcending the physical yet quotes an intellectual that denies the existence of anything that cannot be conveyed by language).
I cannot believe I missed that startling contradiction. And I am supposed to respect the authority and wisdom of this fellow?
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Yeah. So you didn’t have what they had anymore (by choice I assume though)because moral came in the way and so you were jealous. 
That is what I referred to.
He owns the forum, so it’s up to you, there is no wiggle room on that rule for anyone.
As a general guideline, I don’t expect all members to respect each other, which is an internal thing, simply to be courteous, which is a behaviour not requiring thought-police.
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Would you say that most serial killers have sadistic or psychopathic tendencies that push the desire to harm forward?
Eh got in a relationship so ots that gtey zone
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And
Also someone’s mental status is not a physical disease, and therefore does not spread like one. Additionally, it can be spread through genes and can therefore be biological.
tl;dr your opinion is more of a delusion.
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Buy anyways. O.P. needs some hardcore therapy from their childhood trauma it seems. And/or some deep personal healing too.
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Huh?
I have my own moral compass. Now Im back on my fuck boi shit, aint tied down so 
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It could be an issue related to a past life.
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Figure out this hatred if it’s going to be a blockage to your pathways and practices. Fact is, whores exist, they are legitimate workers, and aren’t going anywhere so accept it and move on.
I believe that sex workers, who work in the sex industry from porn stars, all the way to sex coach, or sex therapy are incubus, and succubus incarnated in the human soul or human body.
What about the countless girls and women who are forced into prostitution?
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You are obsessed with the children of Lilith lol 
boys as well, its highly unfortunate 
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