I am making the complete and total ridding myself of drug cravings my utmost priority. I’m absolutely sick of being pestered by the monkey on the back.
I am on methadone, which prevents me from being dopesick, and thus I have no need or desire to continue chasing the dragon. However, the desire to use and thoughts and feelings associated with it continue to plague me. Before getting on methadone, I had known it was going to completely remove the physical withdrawal symptoms (the worst part) and I thought it would do the same for the psychological symptoms. Even after upping my dose multiple times, this does not seem to be the case. I don’t think any amount of daily methadone is ever going to clear away the psychological addiction.
Knowing that Raphael is the Master Healer, he would be my best bet for this purpose.
I’m seeking feedback, basically confirmation that he is indeed the one I should work with for this task. If not, please suggest an entity more suited for the task.
Thanks all, you know I love all of ya