These humiliation / self mortification rites are annoying.
At least I got my 4th chakra issue diagnosed. One of the things I am going to do about it is indulge my addictions instead of controlling them. A lot of successful people have addictive personality and if I am goal oriented, I won’t buy anything and at least I will be motivated to feed my addictions, and that is better than nothing. In Sam Vaknin’s interview with Jessica Corvo Vaknin said addiction took up whopping 40% of the brain’s physical structure. By comparison language consumed 3%, Behavior consumed 8%, emotions consumed 1%, and memory consumed 6%.