Welcome to the forum!
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I have to warn you, love spells are very prone to backfiring and can make things worse. You have to get the conditions right. Rad through the posts about them here to see when it works and when it doesn’t.
This is not love. If you loved her you would want what’s best for her not try to hurt her. This is also not the act of a friend… and guess what? She knows that. You basically told her yourself you don’t love her and you kind of resent and maybe hate her.
You have to fix this before you can get an attraction spell to work, because she sees you as someone who attacks her, so she will sense the incoming spell as a psychic attack and that usually makes them run away faster.
Did you… try apologising at all? You didn’t say. That would probably help a lot, as she has to forgive you and see you as non threatening first.