The short Answer:
You’re ascending.
The Long Answer:
All those expieriences are real.
More real,
then the world you’re living in.
Questioning your Sanity,
is a normal side-product,
of recieving true real Visions.
The human mind,
simply can not comprehend,
what you’re expieriencing,
and it’ll get better,
by training your skills.
Please, begin with developing your Astral Senses.
(Clear Voyance)
Some useful resources for that:
What are psychic senses, really?
(Some) psychic senses are spiritual counterparts of your physical senses, but you also have extra senses, and they’re all strongly linked to your living imagination.
What psychic senses are there?
Clairaudience - ability that will allow you to hear spirits
Clairvoyance - ability that will allow you to see spirits
Clairgustance - ability that will allow you to taste spirits (why would you want to do this even, weirdo…)
Clairsentience - ability that will allow you to feel spirits and their energy
Claircognizance - ability that will allow you to tap into your omniscience (very good for divination)
Clairscent - ability that will allow you to smell spirits and energy
Clairtangency - ability to receive information via touch
How does one “open” their psychic senses?
Contrary to popular belief, you don’t “open” your psychic senses. You learn how to use them. Just like babies learn how to see, you have to learn how to use these senses, and over time they’ll develop into a great complexity which can detect more complex stimuli. You might say, “Well that’s just semantics.” No, trust me, this false belief can actually kill your development. So many people their psychic senses are blocked or something, and so they’ll keep creating this blockage and make their progress harder. It’s a self-imposed limitation.
Remember: all of your psychic senses are open, they’re just rudimentary because you don’t use them often. The more you stimulate them, the …
It stands to reason that the astral realm lies at the crossroad somewhere between the limit of your imagination, and everybody else’s.
Accessing the astral plane is normally done by crossing the threshold into unconsciousness. EA’s famed “Theta Gamma Sync” is an excellent alternative threshold that can help you lift the veil and peer into the astral realm.
Attuning yourself into specific ‘astral’ way of thinking through a simple exercise WILL help you.
Finish your breath cycle with a decent exhale.
As you inhale, think about what the astral means to you, and the opportunities it represents. Think of an astral body, blue sparkly shapes, whisps of light that surround you. Think of the notion that we are all connected in the astral. Our nightmares and disembodied zombies and shadows of persons that are asleep may haunt the realm. Mirrors of our physical reality lives in the astral. Let the harmless, fun, lightweight imagery flood you until your feel it is time to exhale.
Pause for a split second at the precise moment between inhale and exhale and realize that you are already part of the astral and that all your dreams about the astral are already present.
As you exhale, be in the moment. Feel your astral body vibrating, wanting to leave your body. Know that the thoughts of a million people are all within reach. Be in the moment. Be completely overwhelmed yet connected. Loose yourself in the very instant in time. You can often feel as though you are in a receiving mode, a ne…
To awaken them or fine tune them? There’s a huge difference…
Something similar to @DarkestKnight happened to me too, my senses were wide open since forever till I turn them off around 21-22.
My senses are not fine tuned yet, but these are the exact steps that re-opened my Ajna:
Obviously, have the intention…
Learn how to reach TGS properly
While in TGS move to the Crossroads
Evoke (for me it was Bael)
Enjoy your freaking headache for the next couple days…!!!
https://www.wakingtimes.com/2013/05/20/the-vegus-nerve-and-the-healing-promise-of-the-sudarshan-kriya/
Not everyone can openly use magickal tools because of the people around them or attitudes to magick where they live, and some people just prefer not to use them, so for situations where you can’t use a magick wand, pendulum, or healing crystal, your fingers will make an effective substitute.
This is a beginner-friendly (I hope! ) tutorial that moves onto slightly more advanced ideas, based on my own childhood intuitions and the many methods and ideas I’ve worked with, successfully, since then.
Hands As Magickal Multi-Tool:
I prefer to use the first and middle fingers, pointed, thumb neutral or tucked in resting lightly on my ring finger.
The first (index) finger is conventionally associated with Jupiter, and the middle finger, with Saturn – two planatery heavy-hitters governing, among other things, expansion, growth, and wisdom (Jupiter is considered the Guru Planet in Indian Vedic astrology) and Saturn with time, limitation, and endings – Saturn as Chronos, the original model for the Grim Reaper.
Combined, they provide a polarity of growth and limitation, pouring creative power under command of will into your work.
The main gestures I use are clockwise, and counter-clockwise, circles – most people know what they are but just to make sure we’re all on the same page, here’s an illustration:
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Uses:
These are the times I use them the most:
☞ Blessing something as an offering:
I will use the 2 fingers of my right hand, circling them first three ti…
Besides the Sources i just linked to you,
i highly recommend you start reading in the forum,
and trying out instructions / guides,
we all provide for each other,
to develope further.
Regarding your Wings:
They ARE REAL!
In fact,
amongst some of us,
it’s rather common to have them.
Usually,
that hints towards a certain degree of development being reached.
Or,
towards being something non-human,
living in a human form,
for this incarnation.
For example - but not only - Angels.
Yes,
they do sometimes live Human lives,
in Human Bodies.
I had doubt towards this myself,
for a long time.
By now,
i’ve seen so much of it,
even if i wanted to,
there’s simply no room for denying that anymore.
One possible explanation might be:
I find Gabriel is very amazing to call on before doing tarot cards.
Anyways this reminds me of some things.
Belial told me I was a child of Satan,
where as Yezelel said I was a bodhizafa which I knew was a Buddhist term but I couldn’t exactly recall what, but later I was reading a book on arch angel Micheal and it defined the word bodhizafa as an angel in human form.
So I thought that was weird, are you saying I can be both?
I sort of just thought they were fighting over me. lol
Well with this it also sort of relates to me. I was having an intense talk with my angels today and they kind of seemed to be suggesting I for go my needs and what I feel I want to add to this world and and just twiddle my thumbs all day and just accept this is the life I came here to have.
Maybe that is too crazy sounding, but I get signs of this all the time. Maybe I’m just crazy. But it’s like I am to fast away any relationships and sleep and some how in all that stupidity I am to live out my greatest good that I have come here to do with this life.
I am supposed to spend the day with Poiel tomorrow and (review) kind of sort of all the directions my life is could go, so hopefully there’s more to things than that, but it was almost like they were saying or the thought was coming in that for some reason, I agreed to this. It mostly doesn’t make sense though.
Is there some sort of Akashic records or something to review what your plan was in being here?
Do you think that might shed some sort…
-State.
Definitely,
I recommend you seek to develop those gifts.
Sincerely,
¥’Berioth