So id considered wether or not to make this post, but my need outweighs the consequence in this matter. I truely have no real indepth expertise in the occult. I have base knowledge, due to my research, but that’s about it. To the issue that I experience. For the last year, i have had several experiences. From visions of meeting Lucifer in a chamber, which turned from a beautiful garden to a abyss type landscape. To waking up from sleep and hearing the name Azazel, to which I had no previous knowledge. I had to Google the name, for which I had no idea it was a fallen angel. Ive had many more experiences than this, but… the biggest push to make this post is for the last year ive felt wings on my back. Nothing I can see physically, but I can feel them in a intrinsic energy type way. I have felt/seen them in my mind. They are akin to the same visions ive had. Recently, though the feeling has been getting stronger, I asked my mother what she thought, and she didn’t really have an answer. I felt inclined to ask her to feel them. She said she felt heat radiating in only that area. She has had issues with that hand due to a illness. I also felt inclined to pray at that moment and within seconds all the inflammation and pain receded. She still has issues with it, but nothing to the degree it was. It’s been permanently reduced since that time. I felt in diligence to learn more about this by both reading the bible and and The Book of Azazel by Mr. Koetting. I don’t consider myself a fantastical person, an have doubted my own sanity. I truly hope someone has an idea of what’s happening to me, because I surely do not.
Thank you in advance for the replies, an hope we can at least have a discussion on the matter.