I find Gabriel is very amazing to call on before doing tarot cards.
Anyways this reminds me of some things.
Belial told me I was a child of Satan,
where as Yezelel said I was a bodhizafa which I knew was a Buddhist term but I couldn’t exactly recall what, but later I was reading a book on arch angel Micheal and it defined the word bodhizafa as an angel in human form.
So I thought that was weird, are you saying I can be both?
I sort of just thought they were fighting over me. lol
Well with this it also sort of relates to me. I was having an intense talk with my angels today and they kind of seemed to be suggesting I for go my needs and what I feel I want to add to this world and and just twiddle my thumbs all day and just accept this is the life I came here to have.
Maybe that is too crazy sounding, but I get signs of this all the time. Maybe I’m just crazy. But it’s like I am to fast away any relationships and sleep and some how in all that stupidity I am to live out my greatest good that I have come here to do with this life.
I am supposed to spend the day with Poiel tomorrow and (review) kind of sort of all the directions my life is could go, so hopefully there’s more to things than that, but it was almost like they were saying or the thought was coming in that for some reason, I agreed to this. It mostly doesn’t make sense though.
Is there some sort of Akashic records or something to review what your plan was in being here?
Do you think that might shed some sort of light on our situation?
Or anyways do you ever call on Archangel Raziel? He is more the one you want to talk with in exploring what your magical power is.