Cool. Is it bad that I really want to see the load that cums after that 
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Give me a moment…
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Oh lol
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Hör auf dich zu beschwern Mir auf den Sack zu gehn Hör auf dir leid zu tun Und alles schwarz zu sehn Ich weiß es ist nicht leicht Und dass es oft nicht reicht Doch all den andern hier Geht es genau wie dir Wer glaubst du wer du bist Was glaubst du was das ist Es geht mal auf mal ab Und du machst jetzt schon schlapp Komm gib dir einen Ruck Befrei dich von dem Druck Der dich in Ketten legt Dich von den Füßen fegt
Das Leben auf Erden Ist ein gemeiner Krieg Wir spielen wir kämpfen Wir setzen alles auf Sieg
Hurra – wir leben noch Wer hätte das gedacht Hurra – wir leben noch Wir hatten wieder mal Glück Wir sind immer noch da Hurra – wir leben noch Wir haben’s wieder mal geschafft Hurra – wir leben noch Jetzt erst recht Unser Leben ist echt
Du weißt nicht was du willst Du weißt nicht was du hast Bald weißt du wie es ist Wenn man den Zug verpaßt Du stellst dir selbst ein Bein Du sagst zu allem nein Wink deinem Leben nach Du holst es nicht mehr ein Wer glaubst du wer du bist Was glaubst du was das ist Wer weiß ob es sich lohnt Wenn dich der Teufel schont Gib zu es ist verrückt Dass du nach etwas suchst Dass du dein Leben liebst Obwohl du es verfluchst
Das Leben auf Erden Ist ein gemeiner Krieg Wir spielen wir kämpfen Wir setzen alles auf Sieg Hurra – wir leben noch Wer hätte das gedacht Hurra – wir leben noch Wir hatten wieder mal Glück Wir sind immer noch da Hurra – wir leben noch Wir haben’s wieder mal geschafft Hurra – wir leben noch Jetzt erst recht Unser Leben ist echt
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Trying to stop masturbating is like trying to give up smoking with a pack of smokes in your pocket at all times. It requires an amount of willpower that I don’t possess.
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It’s not a willpower thing it’s a keep your self busy.
Dudes rarely masterbate because they’re horny .
They do it mostly because they’re bored don’t have anything to do. Just keep your self busy.
Also it does help with magick that’s why the old grimoires talk about sexual abstinence and fasting and avoiding certain foods.
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I approve this challenge, here’s some positive reinforcement and motivation for you Drachir. 
I believe in you and i know you can beat it, i know it will feel hard at first, so very, very hard, just ease into it, go slowly and in no time you’ll be throbbing with new energy ready to take hold of your destiny with both hands. 
Stay strong my friend, stay strong. 
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You forget, that this pack of cigarettes is you all favorite kind:
cigarillos with irish coffee flavor 
~and that like to grow from time to time XD
*Damn! i just messed up my joke…
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Jokes on you, I like guys. I am immune to your barrage of hussies.
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MY ADVICE: Imagine to make out with them, to stroke their soft hips, and to feel her tongue wrestling yours… ~you know…something more romantik → make yourself crave to touch them, instead of strangling your dick 
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HAHA! I’M PAN/BI WHATEVER, I COULD GO ANYWHERE AND HAVE… and have…
Oh damn! IM SCREWED!! 
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You’re welcome 
Fo-ti and saw palmetto are natural herbs( saw palmetto is a type of berry)
Cultivating with a partner if you can, is waaay different than just solitary masturbation as you have the alchemy of the male and female essences solidified right before you which help balance each other out and amplify the energies in the working. These energies are what create what Franz Bardon calls volts, which are incredibly powerful to make changes to the world around you.
I’ve heard of taoists eating both the sperm and/or female juices as well.
As far as the lack of compulsion of sexual thoughts, that happened after my first Kundalini experience and was not a direct manifestation of the celibacy in itself, but a consequence of the vitality flowing upwards into the body instead of downwards and out of the body as it “normally” does in most.
In my experience when the energy of life flows downwards, it will go to the groin( in either male or female) and seek release. This is accompanied by the libido to have you seek this release.
If it is turned upward, this energy instead helps renew and strengthen the body and faculties like energy healing practices or just energy work in general, then YOU choose where it goes: out of your hands for healing, downward for sex, to a certain part of your body for self healing, to a chakra to work a sort of magick, to the brain for enhanced concentration? You decide.
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Not cool man, not cool!
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I hope that new confidence, will give me a lot of opportunities to do that 
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FUUUUCK!!!
LETS BE HONEST GUYS:
I would not need to hold back, if i were practicing vampirism.
~So… I’ll hold it back until i learned that shit, and once i got to that point, does is not even matter anymore. -And even if i stop keeping my self from doing it, my habits will have allready changed, so all in all will i have just grown in a allmost explosive manner.
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