Fo-ti and saw palmetto are natural herbs( saw palmetto is a type of berry)
Cultivating with a partner if you can, is waaay different than just solitary masturbation as you have the alchemy of the male and female essences solidified right before you which help balance each other out and amplify the energies in the working. These energies are what create what Franz Bardon calls volts, which are incredibly powerful to make changes to the world around you.
I’ve heard of taoists eating both the sperm and/or female juices as well.
As far as the lack of compulsion of sexual thoughts, that happened after my first Kundalini experience and was not a direct manifestation of the celibacy in itself, but a consequence of the vitality flowing upwards into the body instead of downwards and out of the body as it “normally” does in most.
In my experience when the energy of life flows downwards, it will go to the groin( in either male or female) and seek release. This is accompanied by the libido to have you seek this release.
If it is turned upward, this energy instead helps renew and strengthen the body and faculties like energy healing practices or just energy work in general, then YOU choose where it goes: out of your hands for healing, downward for sex, to a certain part of your body for self healing, to a chakra to work a sort of magick, to the brain for enhanced concentration? You decide.
FUUUUCK!!! LETS BE HONEST GUYS:
I would not need to hold back, if i were practicing vampirism. ~So… I’ll hold it back until i learned that shit, and once i got to that point, does is not even matter anymore. -And even if i stop keeping my self from doing it, my habits will have allready changed, so all in all will i have just grown in a allmost explosive manner.
Oh no! My only weakness: half-naked, sexy-abs, defined-pecs, those-arms men!
Also, Drachir, that gay kiss was extremely erotic. I love watching foreplay, there isn’t enough making out in porn. It’s like they go straight from taking to a blow job, and you’re sitting there like, “That’s now how that really happens.”