Oh yes, wait till you can finally get control of this physically, then it’ll only tempt you in your conscious thoughts, then it will attempt to take control in your dreams( you’ll start having wet dreams probably as I did, even if your not having sexy dreams at all, once that part is done, then it will start to really mess with your mind depending on how much you repress or have repressed your sexuality normally.
If you’re into chi-gung/chakra work, you will find enhanced energy, willpower, ability to manifest your will, stronger thoughtforms, and energy manipulation. Also you may cause your chi to awaken ( which will cause many interesting things to your body/mind) Taken beyond that, and Kundalini may awaken and arise as well as empower your chakras. If this happens, this is NOTHING like normal chakra cleansing or opening techniques. Basically: "Buckle your seat belt Dorothy, cause Kansas is goin bye-bye.
I would not recommend edging or touching yourself at all if your serious about conserving energy for this experiment, you’re just asking to be tempted by this force. Nor should you watch any porn.
It’s a lot easier to not eat sweets if they are not around to be eaten, yes?
The only exception is if your doing this from a taoist’s perspective, but in my experience it will still take quite a bit from you if you orgasm at all, whether internally or externally.
You mention hair loss/problems when you masturbate. Do you normally edge, because edging causes increases in DHT and that hormone is specifically linked to male pattern baldness.
Fo-ti has helped me with hair loss as well as saw palmetto (both are dht blockers)
Yes it’s true it is different for a man in terms of cultivating this energy and much harder at first because his orgasm starts out externally and he literally shoots it out of himself either into the woman for procreation/magickal purposes, or just into the atmosphere around him. Hence why many men are “done” and want to just go to sleep once they ejaculate. He is running on a deficit and has now given more of his energy away.
If he can learn to get control of this energy, then he can make it internal as a woman has naturally, and therefore be able to prolong his orgasm as long as he can stand it or have multiple ones like a woman can, however any orgasm will still drain you of energy a bit, whether man or woman and you can’t keep it up forever.
This is fine anyways, because it’s not about the amount of energy you have per se, more about the quality of it, and if you are healthy, your energy will be replenished soon enough.
I have used celibacy deliberately for magickal/alchemical purposes and it has it’s place. Either way you will learn much about yourself and your current limits. You will profoundly change if you take it seriously and if/when those things I mentioned earlier start taking effect.
One of the things I have found is that sex and sexual thoughts are now a choice for me to have and partake in or not and are no longer a compulsion, as is stated in many tantric sources. I also now see the opposite sex in a much different light now without a lot of the sexual blinders on that colored my perceptions of the past. Which caused much needless obsession, and/or unhealthy attachment.
Health wise, I feel better now than when I was 16 ( I’m considered 37 now according to relative time on this earth) I look like I’m in my twenties according to most people I know, I rarely if ever get sick, and if so it goes away very quickly.
I’d tell you more, but I don’t want to spoil the experience for you as this is enough to give you an idea what to expect.
Good luck on your journey 
i keep that in mind when/if i see her ever again…
oh poor, poor mr. happy…
