Well, before you slit your wrists open or whatever how about you introduce yourself here first.
It’s one of the rules here.
Oh, and suicide is never the answer i guess, you have so much to live for blah blah blah so…
Call that number if your American and you really feel like checking out or don’t, and do please make some kind of effort to be a little more lucid in your next post, more specific with what your wanting thanks.
And welcome to the forum. For the next 2-3 days at any rate.