Alright, I’m going to be honest. I’m feeling just a teeny bit nervous about tonight with Bune, but also super hyped. For whatever reason, since deciding earlier I’d call Belial again, I’d say my heart is more excited about that. I’ve always had a fascination for him. I blame Lady Eva’s wonderful threads. Plus, I crave chaos.
I don’t know if I’ve shared my first try with evocation here. But maybe you guys would like to hear about it.
The first time I tried to evoke a demon, I tried with Clauneck. And boy, was I in over my head. At this point, i hadn’t really messed with powerful entities. I had jacked around with spirits and whatnot. Just common ones that hung out in the area. Nothing fancy. I was pretty good with astral travel and whatnot. And i was extremely sensitive to all types of energy.
So be me, desperate to get a job, to have an income, i was in a bad situation - Chilling in a foreign country with a job that kicked the bucket. I’d read on hear about Clauneck being ideal and I had a basic ideal of how to call him.
So i sit down, and I’m like “This can’t be that intense? I’ve dealt with spirits, I know what they’re about.”
Twas, not the case, ladies and gentlemen.
I sit down with his sigil, I call him, I think I used his enn, and I meditate. And just when I think that it didn’t work the energy in the room totally changes, and the room seemed like it darkened. At this point, I’m like, “oh god what have I just gotten myself into.”
I hear footsteps walk behind me. and it was like he just stood there, waiting for me to do something. I did not look behind me. But I’m totally spooked, and I thank him for joining, vaguely state I’m struggling with work. I don’t really formally request anything because all I can think about is the fact that I’ve called a legitimate entity that can totally fuck me up. I thanked him for his time again and said goodbye.
He leaves and I decided not to jack with something if i can’t handle its energy.
Anyways, this was 5 or so years ago. And there ya go, the story of how i first tried (and successfully) to call a demon.