My journal to talk about whatever

Yup he posted it publicly…

1 Like

What you’re grateful for and focus on, you bring more of, so make sure to point most of that towards the adventures you want, and not the ones you don’t.

2 Likes

crossing fingers cute boys cute boys cute boys cute boys

2 Likes

Every time you see one, bless him, every time you see a cute couple who look happy, bless them, and try to summon up faith that your happiness is on its way to you.

2 Likes

hahaha

Actually, I’m only really striving for like 3 things rn, in this order (as LONGER term goals, not the only thing I’m working on, gonna add this

to my mindset )

  1. I wanna BE the cute boy. I can do weird shit like make my voice sound really good when I sing, although quality fluctuates depending on my voice condition, (range shifts occasionally). I know I can do it, I wonder how I will.

Learning how to manipulate my mindset further so that’s probably how. I just wanna go all out and be insanely cute. Cause ya know, I go all out on the things I love, cuteness and being cute is one of them. Overall, just shifting my self image/other’s image of me.

  1. Psychic powers! Liker mind reading, clairaudience and clairvoyance. What these first two have in common is that I can usually force them to progress more with just plain old magick, but it’s never as intense as I’d like.

  2. Manipulating my mind further, FURTHER, and my physical body. For obvious reasons.

So I can see where I’m going from here, but it looks like there are so many little bits and pieces I’m missing, like I never would have thought of what you posted, and I’m just figuring out how in-optimal my mindset is. I wish I could just get a software update that overwrites all of it to fit what I want perfectly. I’ve tried it, it’s just weird.

2 Likes

Not too worried about relationships, I’ll get one super soon.

2 Likes

About depression, I recognized a mental trap I fell into years ago. I desired to get in touch again with a girl; one of my thoughts was that, albeit depressed, I could’ve rid myself of that depression but at least I was somewhat connected to her.
If it happens to have this idea it’s flawed since, of course, at most there is the thought of a person but not a real closeness.

3 Likes

Yes, because people lack the knowledge or motivation to free themselves through meditation. Many, many people in our lives are actually our “enemies”. I don’t mean that we hate each other or anything, but we are getting in each others’ ways and influencing each other negatively. Think about it like this: you have a good idea, then you tell someone. They add on or change or idea or way of thinking to make it worse. You think it’s better, but it may have actually gotten worse.

2 Likes

Most importantly you should know how to adjust, to adapt to any given situation. Obviously, we can’t always have things go our way and will even get stuck in the opposite direction. The only solution is to continue your meditations and “living in the moment”

2 Likes

I don’t consider this a problem. I consider it awesome!!! This is what we want: to see through all the deception and weirdness of our world.

This is good, too. It’s like constantly living in a mindfulness meditative state.

I’m assuming you mean exercise. This is also very good. Not many people know that being physically active and spiritually strong go hand in hand a great deal. Or maybe people do know it, but I feel like it isn’t pointed out enough.

1 Like

I mean physical body

2 Likes

Ronaldo begging for a scan. After the first time he begged for a scan

1 Like

working on physical structure, seeing immediate results with muscle building, more details later.

2 Likes

So this construct I made is entirely mental, but basically here’s how the “machine” works.

I got used to void energy, and started to command it, and I found it’s the most sustainable form of energy I can set up and leave alone.

Problem is, it works way less when I’m not paying attention to the effects. I’m assuming that has something to do with my attention. I’m calling on @Lady_Eva to ask about why this is, and how to increase it’s effectiveness while I’m doing other things.

1 Like

IT would be if he hadn’t bothered me 4 other times for a scanning, I also repeatedly asked him to stop. I don’t owe him anything

he then tried to manipulate me by saying I was like his brother, which is absolutely inappropriate. I literally just met him two days ago.

1 Like

People are truly tested and defined by seeing how they react when they are pushed to the bottom of the emotional guidance scale.

How do you do when you’re at the bottom? Everyone goes to the bottom at least sometimes even if they have it super good. For example, a spoiled person may get upset because they didn’t have their favorite flavor of something.

1 Like

I don’t think there’s a bottom and a top, but you can hit a new low. I don’t care to find out how shitty I am when I’m so debased and unwilling to live

1 Like

I’ve added in a twist: something else to think about with how one copes at the bottom. If one is superior with meditational practice, but at the bottom, that one is much better off than one who knows nothing about meditation and who is also at the bottom.

But would these two people be considered to be on the same level according to the emotional guidance scale?

1 Like

If you found a bottom to suffering then you’ve found your limit.

1 Like

But lets replace the world “bottom” with “new low”.

The person who is better at meditation practice would only be well equipped if they had the will to rise out, that’s the separation. I could so easily say the one with practice is better off, but a dead man is a dead man.

The truth is, it’s more than just that, and that much is obvious.

I don’t like the qlippothic methods for myself, obviously.

2 Likes