This Might as well be my journal but I apologize it’s really not dated.
So for 3 weeks now, I have been hoping and trying to reach Lord Lucifer, I listened to his enn for the first time one night of the second week in September, it was around 11:45 pm at night, I had just returned from a 5 hour trip. I played his enn for about 30 minutes and while I was doing that I was also going through some occult pages on Instagram and watching different magic stuffs so I went to sleep on the couch about an hour later and I had my first lucid dream, i wasn’t fully asleep my brain knew what was going on but I really couldn’t help myself it was like someone was trying to pull me out of the sofa and drag me through the walls to a different room or somewhere I had no idea of, but the funny thing is the struggle lasted for about a minute or 2 but I chickened out cos I was scared but the entire time ‘Lucifer’ was ringing in my head.
I resumed to school 3 weeks later, it’s my final year in the university of studying Philosophy and I was strongly determined to Reach out to Lucifer And King Paimon to help with my final year project and amongst many other things. So I started by meditating to Lucifer’s sigil and the first time must have been in the morning, I turned off every light and lit a candle and an incense, then I gazed at the sigil for about 20 minutes while I chanten Lucifer’s enn continuously. I felt a very intense energy and random sensations in my thigh to my foot I had a feeling a heavy figure was present in my room but I do not have my third eye open yet. I presumed Lucifer was present and then I went ahead and introduced myself… I told him about my Christian background and why I’m not so Christian anymore ever since I found out this forum which I mentioned to him…and also asked him to be my patron, help me to open my third eye so I can connect with him better and also astral project. the candle flickered randomly and it got to a point my voice became thick as hell it was as if there was two persons inside of me…man it was weird and really intense…I gazed at the sigil for some more minutes and whenever I randomly close my eyes and I see shapes and random images of random people from random places. (This happens almost everytime I meditate and shut my eyes), it lasted an hour as the same length of the enn I played in my ears… I thanked him for coming and blew out the candle but I let the incense burner out.
I have meditated to him a few more times and some times I felt his presence a little and sometimes I don’t feel quite a lot…I don’t know if he talks to me in my head or anything cos I’m still pretty much In developing myself.
I also meditated to King paimon earlier this week and introduced myself to him and also asked that he help with my project and project supervisor and when I asked him questions the candle flickered almost every time I was really overwhelmed I felt like I got direct answers and my chest became really heavy and strong and I didn’t know where that energy came from…I just felt really powerful and I thanked him for coming.
I meditated to Sargatanas the following morning and I Introduced myself to him, and told him I’ll like to work with him in swaying women, his energy came at me really fast and he gave direct answers to me through the candle that he was willing to work with me, I also told him I’ll be happy if he could also assist me alongside Lord Lucifer to aid the opening of my third eye and I also promised to evoke him later that same evening but I didn’t because I just felt some type of way later that day I didn’t know why but I just felt off. I wrote a love petitionthe following morning and I read it to him later that evening, I didn’t feel his presence a lot but I believed him to be present.
So I meditated to Lucifer Sigil this week Wednesday around 10:pm which lasted about 40 minutes, I told him I wish to connect with him better and I also mentioned developing my third eye for the second time to him and I believed he heard me and then I went to bed so around 1 or 2 in the morning I was also half asleep and then I felt like I was literally fucking floating slowly from up my bed I could see I was moving up I felt a hand grab me from the back of my head like he was the one lifting me up now I mentioned I had a similar experience earlier but the first one I was being pulled from a room to kind of like the other room although I was floating a bit but this second time I was being pulled up to the fucking air and I just Struggled and jacked myself from the entity’s grim and my body became mobile and I was able to move immediately.
So I was supposed to meditate to Lucifer Last Night But I felt off for unknown reasons, I said I’ll do that early this morning around 4 or 5am but I didn’t, so when it was past 6am this morning I prepared to meditate, I grabbed the candle and Almost grabbed the incense and the next minute I’m like I might smoke some weed then play an astral Travel beat on my phone and so I went to lay on my couch, plugged in my earpiece and played the beat, it was an hour long but I set it on repeat anyways and I started chanting Lucifer’s enn, I asked him to come to me and speak to me but the beat got to a point and I broke down immediately I was crying and still chanting his enn. I didn’t believe I could break down…I didn’t know why I wasn’t prepared for it but I really got so emotional then I went silent after some minutes and then I slept off, I woke up about 2 times in the middle of the sleep like I felt a touch or tap, or I heard a movement. I didn’t know what happened maybe my brain was just panicking… I really hoped Lucifer was present and he hears me 
this morning was too emotional for me I didn’t see that coming.
And man @Onion you’ve really been supportive along this journey for me.
I still have more to mention, My Dad, Zepar And Dantalion…
) and also, I was in the toilet when the thought of drawing Lucifer’s sigil with my blood popped up on my head and of course that’s stuck with me too. I’ll do that in a few minutes then meditate and call upon him at night, I’ll ask him to stay for the night also and see if he has stuffs to discuss with me anyways.