Me and my shadow

I feel that Enki > Nergal. Enki is a trickster but heā€™s creative. Heā€™s also authoritative. Nergal is further down the line. Diluted somewhat from that level. Destructive, angry. Still powerful, sure. But Iā€™m not sure how well those two energies combine due to the familial relation.
Whether Enki is Nergalā€™s father or uncle, depending on the source, thereā€™s still friction. Makes it difficult to resolve those forces.

Granted, when a magician takes these powers into themselves or communes with them, those differences donā€™t matter as much. So long as the magus is viewing them as aspects of consciousness. If weā€™re looking at them as raw energiesā€¦well. Thatā€™s trickier. Conflict is conflict.

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Weā€™ll find out rather quickly, donā€™t you think?

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I thought Ea, Enki and Enlil were brothers or a triune godhead. Time to review sumeria again

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This is enki under another name from what i can tell.

The god Ea (whose Sumerian equivalent was Enki) is one of the three most powerful gods in the Mesopotamian pantheon, along with Anu and Enlil. He resides in the ocean underneath the earth called the abzu (Akkadian apsĆ»), which was an important place in Mesopotamian cosmic geography.

http://oracc.museum.upenn.edu/amgg/listofdeities/enki/

You may be thinking of Anu the father of Enki and enlil.

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Anu ā€¦ Yes. My bad. Hmm ā€¦ Time to know what Iā€™m saying before I open my pie holeā€¦
Speaking of the ancient land, you were on some track about the hanging gardens, through power sensing or some other topic.
Ever explore what that was about?

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If your refering to this :point_down:

This one was aidanā€™s reading.

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Jesus ā€¦ Batting -3 today. ā€¦wtf

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Enki is Nergalā€™s Uncle, Enlil & Ninlil are Nergalā€™s parents.

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There is scholarly debate over that. Thatā€™s the accepted lineage but thereā€™s other research that postulates Enki actually being Nergalā€™s father. Which is why I said ā€œdepending on sourceā€.

Regardless, there is direct familial lineage. In the structure of gods, I doubt they differentiate much between father or uncle.

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That garden was coming up in several readings we did for Aiden over the course of a week or two.

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Correct

That would be the garden of the gods.

Both are me however :wink:

Cuz Iā€™m a Mesopotamian deity of conflict and itā€™s my mother fukin flower lol. Case closed

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Trust me when i say yā€™all are finding things out lol

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So Iā€™d gathered. It makes sense if we consider these things to be energies and, given the familial connection, related energies.

And thereā€™s the how and why of using both of them.

Anyway, I mentioned that several peeps had seen the garden when reading you simply because it was interesting at the time. One of those images so attached that it screamed out to anyone who read you.

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According to my findings youā€™re right. At least in my evocation. And since I created almost every Pantheon, apparently I can shut peopleā€™s shit down just by telling them no now.

To me, godforms are a birth thing, theyā€™re your true self. Either you become what youā€™re meant to be or ya donā€™t. Also to me, itā€™s not something you pick out either, imo. I was also Iā€™m that garden in my last moments before incarnating. I told myself at birth, ā€œremember who you are, youā€™re g*******ā€(g****** being my true identity.)

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Sound like someone is yammering to you.

Totally agreed. I came to my own conclusion/revelation about a week before I came across this forum. The term ā€œgodformā€ is one I hadnā€™t seen before coming here. To me, itā€™s just ā€œmeā€.

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Im about to find a youtube vid that will blow your mind. Hold onto your bras and banana hammocks

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Fml its not in my history anymore!!! UGHhhh!!! Sorry to bring anyone up then down. I cannot find it

What was it about?

It starts with the name of the OTO and how when changed into numbers. And this guy is writing on a chalk board really fast anf he deciphered pretty much everything to the name ā€œbibleā€ and all our seasons and the prime meridian, equator, ā€¦ i mean everything down to 3 numbers and how they all come down. MC squared. The law of relativity. Its legit mind blowing