You have to MEAN it, and not as in “fuck you for not being vending machines while I retained all my slavery chains, I will now go back to being a mundane/believer/atheist/agnostic etc., I will be a mere Thing bobbing haplessly in an ocean of other Things, with no command, no agency, and I will let the tides push humble little me as they will, and curse them as they do.”
- You need a rage boner that would make the very quim of creation tremble in fear … and desire.
Lookup “The Magic Story” online.
Fuck every god, every demon, bend them and make them your own, incorporate (corpus is a word) and then use them as you use your internal organs.
You either have the guts for this, or, you can kiss demonic ass until your lips turn inside out and still not have your goal.
ONLY through realising I AM (the All, the one thing, whatever) can you then communicate and have fun with demons.
Approach them like gods to be revered, and they will shit on you and laugh.
You are the ALL: the One thing, accept that intellectually for now then go get attitude and make the world bend to YOUR will.
I am NOT joking, and not taking prisoners on this. 