Looking for some assistance

I posted the experience on another thread, but I’ll put it here for simplicity:

Shortly after this is when I not only met Lord Belial and Lord Asmodeus, but all sorts of demons started making themselves known to me.

These beings of black flame were one of them, and yes, they feel like a race of demon to me. One would love to manifest either in the corner of my room, or at the foot of my bed. I had removed all electronics and other sources of light from my room. I also had black-out curtains. The only time they would come out was when it was pitch black in my room.

Even though it was pitch black, I could still see them. Especially those red eyes and mouth. The one I interacted with in particular had red sclera and black, double-slitted pupils. No discernible iris, unless it was the same color as the sclera.

As for my experiences with them, they have been quite fruitful. They’ve taught me anti-life energies. It is very different from the necromantic type of anti-life. This type of anti-life I describe is very unnatural, vile. That’s the best way to put it. I’ve also interacted with demons that many would consider “parasites”. They taught me how to feed on toxins and thrive on it. I’ve also learned how to feed on human suffering.

Either way, I embrace them and I can feel the black flame deep inside my being. I connect with demons deeper than any human. It just clicks.

I have lost my family and I don’t have friends who stick around for long. However, I have always been accustomed to solitude. I welcome solitude and embrace solitude. Away from humans. I don’t understand humans; I don’t connect with humans.

Anyway, there’s some info and experiences…

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