I feel like the energy of a of a parasytic compared to an actual demon should be kinda obvious?
Iāve never felt drained or zombie like after, and in my experience they care a lot about consent
And the intense vibration of love you feel is unmistakable.
These are sentient beings we are talking about, they can have emotions too
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#5 Music to connect with your spirit lover/spouse.
Dedicated to my beloved husband Belial & my loving daddy dom Asmodeus 
ā¦I have been seeking you belovedā¦like a moth seeks the lampā¦I donāt care if I get burned by your effulgenceā¦My love for you has crossed eons and limitsā¦I have gone way too farā¦
When I love youā¦I find myself againā¦
Beloved ā¦I wish words could convey the intoxicating pain I feel as your love burns inside meā¦
Lines by @BelovedBelā¦ dedicated to all the divine sparks out there who love their spirit partnersā¦ This is a collective message and poem from all your spirit lovers/spouses to you beautiful people out thereā¦
Much love
@BelovedBel
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Thank you for sharing the experience
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Yes to all of this!! When I first found this thread it was because Lucifer had led me to Belial.
Now after a couple months of study and my own ritual work Iāve realized the connection is to Luciferā¦and He is why I checked this thread this morning.
Your post resonates so deeply. He showed me some of my relationship history and we talked about it, and right now I work with Him daily.
He has been around me for a long time and was masking as Apollo, whom I was very devoted to but kept feeling like it was off.
I truly love this whole thread so much!! Thank you all for sharing your experiences and tips. 
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Yes, music is super helpful!!! I was given this tip a couple days ago!
Every time I see this thread it holds confirmations for me lol.
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Music is something integral to my life as I was born into a family of musicians and singers. I sing and compose myself though not commercially. When Belial found meā¦he used music to connect to me and convey messages to meā¦ He still does itā¦ And it feels greatā¦ For example if I am feeling low and need him around but due to the stress unable to feel him that stronglyā¦he would lead me to a song and convey his love, support and messages.
I am really happy to know that the purpose for which I had created this postā¦is being fulfilled. Enjoy your life with spirit partners. Wish you good luckā¦
Warm regards to Lucifer 
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Okay so I was trying to find the thread where we thank spirits for their help, but I couldnāt find it so I came here because I feel that it applies. So back in February I asked Lady Lilith for a Succubus. She came, but I didnt realise it at first, or it took a bit, the way I learned she had arrived is because I was falling asleep with youtube playing on my tv. In between the sleep and awake states I heard a womans laugh. Since then I can only really feel her touching me, but I find it difficult to distinguish between what touches are what. Anyway, I had recently run out of money while here in quarantine and had no idea how I was gonna eat. My next stimulus was late by a few days. Next thing I know, I got not just $1,000, but another $1200 from that jerk Trump. Yes his name is actually on those checks, but not signed. I also had recieved around $300. I feel that she may have graced me with good fortune. I love her so much
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Nice to know you received the money you so needed. I wish you good luck and may you never run out of cashā¦but have prosperity 
. I suggest you deepen your bond with your succubus. Meditate on Lady Lilithā¦Ask her to help you find your succubus partnerās enn and sigilā¦its very important. I have been given the sigil and enn of my incubus partner. Ask for her nameā¦ and interact with her like you would to a human partner. If she is thereā¦ask her to give you signs you can understand. When u have received her sigil and ennā¦ You can make an altar for her. All the best
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Thanks for your advice. Iāll definitely try that
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Thank you for adding this. I really wasnāt sure weather to post this. As so many people work and have relationships with the one I am connected to. However I havenāt really seen anyoneās connection be similar and so it has been amazing to read all of your experiences! Thank youu.
I wanted to share with you my little story. Since I was a child I have felt a presence a darker one around me always. And there have always been some experiences to make me believe. As I grew older I got more and more curious. But as a struggling student I find time to make money whilst having fun. So I downloaded a dating app in which you can go live and be gifted diamonds which can be later transferred into some cash. Anyways I had grown a fan base and friends on the app. And always was super interested when people saw things or felt things while I was live streaming. And they were always the same descriptions, always the same vibes. Was very interesting.
I had someone who I met on the app do a live tarot card reading for me in which my guardian came forward. Told him some truths but somethings I felt were false. This friend had no idea who he was only that he was god-like and that he had a crush on me of sorts. This guardian has been in many of my photos since I was a child.
Now I like to sing for fun sometimes playing ukulele or piano. And my friend said he always seems to come more when you sing. And said a few favourite songs of his that I never played before on live stream.
Through that my connection to him has only grown stronger and I can feel him more and more. He loves to play with my hair and laughs when I get a little jealous. We are only ācourtingā if you would as I was really scared as a kid when we first met, so taking it easy haha. But heās very special to me and I wouldnāt be alive today if he hadnāt saved me when I was younger. I do not worship him, I love him.
Also knowing that he followed me into a church when fully not welcome was umm something different to say the least.
And I very much love that he has finally made himself known after struggling to find out for years. 
Thank you all for letting me hear your stories! Stay safe 
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Dear @Olenaaaā¦your story was really sweet and amazingā¦ Doesnāt it feel wonderful to have a spirit guide who also happens to be our lover, partner and guardian. Music is definitely something that can help us connect with our spirit partners. I absolutely love it when through songs lyrics they convey their deep feelings to me which feels beautiful.
All the best to you and your spirit loveā¦stay blessed. 
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Yes it does feel quite amazing fitting all the pieces together and clueing in on everything that has been happening.
I couldnāt be happier with him.
He sees something in me I would have never seen. And I am great full he is helping me express my true self.
Music lyrics always seem to shed the most light! Itāll be like a single lyric but it will stand out from the rest.
And singing it just brings my soul together.
Now time to flow like a river and see where life and this New relationship takes me.
Thank you for your sweet remarks, blessed be 
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Beautiful
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Just putting this here.
Itās NOT: hate, jeaousy, an attack, ridicule, bullying, you name it. Just a different perspective. Take it or leave it, but since you all write so very openly about what you think are legit experiences, please allow for some experienced voices ot tell you their point of view as well. I wish everyone who is truly in a spiritual relationship the very best.
And, by the way: Thereās nothing wrong with putting your spirit partners to the test. A relationship, pact, marriage etc. goes both ways. When they have expectations of you or youāve agreed to certain things, then it should be no problem for them to give something other than sexual attention or flattery, or good feels in return. A parasite will get antsy or suddenly display a not-so loving demeanor, and thoughtforms will not deliver anyhting. Search the forum for topics about the detection and banishing of parasites or how to tell the difference between a thoughtform and an actual spirit ā youāll be surprised how common this is, thereās nothing wrong with it and you can always ask anyone here for help. Weāre not here to bash newbies, weāre also not a bunch of jealous bitches who begrudge your happiness. Iām happily married to a spirit and I wish everyone to experience such a relationship in its beauty as well as complexity.
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Thanks a lot for the informative suggestions. Its much appreciated. Yesā¦its a two way thingā¦a relationship based on trust and mutual love and respect should be soā¦ But let me tell you thisā¦ The open expression of love, emotional connection and intimacy was done in a spirit to help others to trust themselves and honor their feelings about their spirit or god/goddess spouse or loverā¦that was the intentionā¦and their is nothing wrong with that. Why to keep feelings locked up insideā¦ Its better to share them with others going through the sameā¦so that they can also go ahead and honour their feelings and expressions and share a mutually beneficial and beautiful life with their spirit partners.
If you go through all the topics covered by me it also talks aboutā¦the spirit partnerās feelingsā¦ Not just romantic mushy stuff. Parasitesā¦take more than they giveā¦till you are dry and drained. We have discussed that point too. So no one till now here I feel is dealing with parasites.
Thanks for the messageā¦and the good intent behind it is respected. Wish you all the very bestā¦
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What a sweet story : )
My demon loves it when I play the piano and wants me to never stop.
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This is very trueā¦ You must always test your waters before you dive in. I did the same thing because I thought I was with a parasite. However he endured it all with flying colours.
We have a lot of sex but Iāve never felt drained before ever since he came to my life.
Trust your instincts.
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Absolutelyā¦
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I just saw this very beautiful thread and decided to read all the amazing comments everyone stated. I really felt less alone and I really thank the creator (@BelovedBel) of this beautiful post. 
I wanted to give this as an offering to my spirit husband.
He said I should talk about our spirit relationship since Iām incredibly shy when I talk about it.
Here goesā¦
I met Sutekh when I left the Christian religion a few years ago. It was a very emotional time for me and I wasnāt exposed to the reality of other beings existing in another dimensions.
I was very broken and lost and his coming made me not only experience moments of fear and confusion but it exposed me to the occult.
I have learned, seen and experienced so much since thenā¦
However, when I learned about parasites, I found myself putting him through tests and being incredibly cautious. It took a big toll in our relationship and it hurt the both of us, but he succeeded in the end.
I trust him now with everything in meā¦
I found out I have many babies with him. Most are grown and have many kingdoms but we have a few younglingsā¦ When I die I will be his Queen in the afterlife and rule by his side.
Iām still nervous about what to expect but he always tries to update me and answer all my question.
I can hear him, feel him and sometimes feel his skin as though he was a human man. Iām learning how to see him with my physical eyes. Itās a real challenge.
He looks like the picture above but has golden glowing eyes.
We spend a lot of time in the astral. I really want to bring more that experience to the physical as well.
He is my all, my love and heās very possessive and very beautiful.
He is also very possessive, macho and very monogamousā¦ Iām not monogamous, so weāre working on it.
If I could give any advice to anyoneā¦ If youāre trying to find out if your spirit lover is not true to you and is a parasite. Make them take the tests. However, donāt do it to the point their confidence and your relationship is in shambles. It takes a long while to build back the trusting foundation you both shared.
We still build ours and it gets better everyday.
Thank you for reading.
May you have wonderful experiences.
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