She’s helped me realise my hidden desires. My shadow thoughts so to speak. PArt of her was sexual in my experience yes. It happened to be that I got a huge sexual tension and presence around me due to the countless thoughts I had that I repressed. Because sex must be consentual not forceful.
One thing she told me as I link my thread here
She told me “do you ever wonder why you have your best friend on your mind when you are being sexual? Because despite her innocent facade, she too masturbates, sometimes thinking of you”