Kundalini Awakening - Seeking help

Hey all. I have been on the forum for a few years, and have shared some pretty cool, yet wild experiences. It’s been a while since I’ve posted, and now I’m back. I am seeking your help.

I’ll try to keep this as breif as possible for readers sake. About 3 years ago, my chakras were opened by Furcas of the Goetia, unintentionally. It was not by choice, not what I requested of him. I have made a post about it here on the forum. During that time, I’ve struggled with learning about the energy centers/chakras. I eventually learned to control them.

With my chakras being opened, energy has been stuck in my head/face. Sometimes it was bad. Recently it was really bad. Hardcore headaches. Medication wouldn’t help. Grounding and previous chakra work methods wouldn’t help. I began using methods from a book called Energy Work by Robert Bruce. They helped for bit by moving energy around my body.

A few weeks ago the headaches got really bad. I began to us a method to move energy around the body from feet to head, and for the first time, I felt kundalini rise. It was so unbelievably intense. It had risen from the root, but not any further, as I had immediately stopped my meditation session and grounded myself. I wasn’t prepared for that. Since then, no more headaches, but energy has been moving throughout my body, face, head. And it’s gotten bad. I haven’t felt the extreme surge of kundalini energy again though. I believe that since I have woken kundalini, it it now moving through my body, clearing blockages, and preparing me for an actual awakening.

I am going through extreme panic attacks, feeling like I’m about to have a heart attack, unable to eat, severe depression, aches and pains, every day feels like I’m on some psychedelic trip, feeling strange uncomfortable energy all throughout my body and head, and insomnia. Because of these experiences, I am unable to go work work and support myself. I am scared of going to work and have some sort of uncontrollable experience. Grounding methods don’t work anymore. I have read up on many kundalini books that talk about hand mudras, yoga, asanas, and specific diets to help ease and prepare myself for what is happening. Nothing helps. I have even tried calling on angels and demons for help, and they haven’t. I am not exatly clairaudient either, so I don’t know why they haven’t.

Each day I am finding it harder and harder to live and just do normal things. Each day I experience something new, like energy moving strongly into different areas of my body and such. And I find it harder to bring myself back to “normal”. I never wanted this, this was never my intention; to have a kundalini awakening. This is truly a torment.

I am greatly seeking your help/advice. Demons, angels, magickians, gurus, experienced practitioners, whatever. I want to stop this, get rid of this. I cannot continue on like this for possibly years until the actual awakening happens. I will not consent and give into something this brutal/terrifying. I am trying to fight this, to just be able to continue living my day to day life, work and support myself. It is so hard…Funds are getting low, and I have already taken too much time off work due to this. I am at a loss for everything. I need your help. I am ultimately seeking to remove/stop kundalini.

Thanks for reading.
I am looking forward to your responses.

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Thanks for writing all that, sounds difficult.

I don’t know what kind of employer you work for, that you say you have already taken too much time away from.

Personally I’m physically not able to work at all for most established employers, and I have worked for many in the past. Some employers maybe I could work for/with, but I’m not really interested in giving any service to most established companies these days which are usually run by insane barbarians.

If you feel it is still reasonable to continue giving service to this employer you say you have fear of going to work for lest you have an uncontrollable experience, in the short term focusing on that work full-time could help. If you do have an uncontrollable experience with them I don’t know what that would look like but at least could be a good dramatic exit to your time with them.

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Depression, pain, headaches, anxiety, fear - everything that can be considered a disease.
I’m giving you a mantra that helped me, maybe it will help you.
Give yourself a few thousand repetitions

"Shirdi replied:

"Each mantra is powerful and each has a different meaning. To be healed from diseases
a person must repeat a mantra every day

Om Apadamapa Hartaram Dataram Sarva Sampadam
Loka Bhi Ramam Sri Rama Bhuyo Bhuyo Namamyaham

This is the only mantra that burns the disease and the karma that caused it. There is no greater mantra for disease than this one. It is a long mantra, but its effects can be felt throughout subsequent incarnations.".

It seems to me that when you were opened up, it sped up your body and mind like you were on stimulant drugs. So everything comes to the surface.
I can only guess.

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Mantras can be good but Kundalini Awakening isn’t a disease.

depression, pain, headaches, anxiety, and fear are all symptoms or responses to circumstance

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So no problem. Depression and fear are terrible. I speak from my own experience that when person accelerate mind and body, everything comes to the surface. I take it seriously because depression can even lead to suicide. This is a serious topic. In my opinion, all this was previously in his body and mind, these traumas and fears and they manifest themselves in this way, until they are burned out they will continue to come back. This is a lesson.

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Yes Depression is considered to be a serious disease, however that is at pandemic scale proportions these days for a reason with modern society clearly being the main cause.

The frog medicine Kambo was developed as a cure for depression in south america, this can be helpful however alone is just frog.

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Society is what it is, that’s why I use adaptogenic herbs.
We’re actually talking about one thing.
You have spoken about Kambo ritual which uses some narcotic substance from a frog.
From what I remember, those who consume it experience visions and severe vomiting that cleanse them physically and mentally. These are the hidden disease karma.
Either way, the mantras are free and anyone can practice them, they don’t involve breaking the law or looking elsewhere.
Another issue is that I will not act as a doctor. I’m not him. Just from my observation, medicine drugs only touch the surface.
Another issue is that even possession can easily lead to depression.
I am not a doctor and I will not speak with authority. Any type of disease should first be thoroughly checked by a qualified and certified specialist.

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There are certified Kambo practitioners but I’m not one and don’t have experience with that, just had a friend who was a practitioner. It may cause patients to vomit but is administered by being burned into the skin. The medicine is taken from the back of the frogs so they aren’t harmed.

There are many legends from many tribes – but the most well known one is that of the Kaxianawá tribe from the Northern Amazon Basin in Brazil. This Kaxinawá legend tells that the Indians of the tribe were very ill and their medicine man/Pajé had tried everything to cure them. Nothing helped.

On an Ayahuaska journey, he entered the forest and whilst there received a visit from a female spirit of the forest. She brought in her hands a frog, from which she took a white secretion, and taught the Pajé how to apply it. Returning to the tribe and following the guidelines he had received, the Pajé was able to cure his brothers and sisters. From then on he was known as Pajé Kampu or Kampum.

When he passed on, his spirit lived on in the frog, where it continued its mission to protect the health of those who defend the forest. The secretion became known as Kambo but in some tribes it is called Sapo, Dow-Kiet, Kampu or Vacina da Floresta.

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Thanks for the reply
I will try the mantra

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Hello,

I hope the following information I provide may be of some assistance to you.

To begin, I will say this:

I have had success in stopping kundalini, even after it gave me insomnia for months, and had caused me considerable discomfort and pain. So that I had no symptoms and no pain and rest-full sleep. Since that time I have reengaged with it and actively work with it daily.

If you follow through with kundalini, learn to control it and eventually master it, you WILL be benefited in your magickal practice. For example, you may come to be able to control weather, storms, lighting.

My awakening was unintentional and due to seemingly unrelated magickal practice. The negative symptoms I experienced were blackening of my big toenails (I thought they were going to fall off!) and months of insomnia.

I have also had major kundalini spikes (to borrow a term from Robert Bruce) that feel as heavy and solid as stone. They hurt much, and as I worked with these surges of kundalini the physical and energy bodies got used to them, with pain gradually lessening from excruciating to bad to uncomfortable until suddenly a shift occurred and it feels blissful, pleasant.

I share the above to emphasize that even if you fail to ‘put away’ or ‘forsake’ kundalini that you will eventually adapt and adjust to its power.

Remember: you will not be tortured forever, the discomfort and pain are temporary.

Methods for putting away or forsaking kundalini:

  1. Grounding Methods explained

You have mentioned that grounding methods dont work, but dont mention specifically the ones you have used. For the sake of being thorough I will discuss the ones I know, and if you havn’t used one you can try it out. Sex (be careful though, you dont want kundalini surging into your sexual organs with force beyond your ability to handle), heavy food (like eating steak to fullness) covering oneself in dirt (cleanliness is related to rousing kundalini) , walking barefoot, but by FAR very heavy exercise to exhaustion is the best method.

All these activities are related to the root muladhara chakra, which is the chakra of the earth element. The idea is that since kundalini comes forth from the root chakra, that it can be made to ‘identify’ (like send its energy) to the root chakra, thus not rising up the body.

Kundalini uses your energy (like energy used in energy work- called prana by the vedic and tantric practitioners) to rise. Kundalini is also a very physiological energy, for example it can move (not a lot though) internal organs when rising. You may have experienced this first-hand with your headaches. Thus heavy exercise is effective because it burns up excess energy in the body, and tires the body.

  1. Treating kundalini as an entity ‘forsaking kundalini’

Tantric practitioners personify kundalini, and call her Kundalini Shakti. They typically depict kundalini as either a snake or a fierce godess dancing upon the body of the practitioner, among many many other depictions. One aspect of this symbolism is the danger and discomfort of working with the goddess.

I have had success in treating kundalini like any other entity, talking to it (her), and making requests. You can try addressing her like a mother, explaining your predicament and pain, and asking for relief.

I have also had success in ‘forsaking’ kundalini, something I have not found written on anywhere (though I have not read all writings). I told kundalini: “I am done with you, I forsake you, you don’t exist to me”. I had unwavering intention to have no more kundalini, and no more kundalini symptoms. It worked and I had great sleep thereafter.

  1. Ganesha

I wont go over Hindu mythology here, simply know that Ganesha is extremely good at getting kundalini to activate/raise/spike if properly contacted or petitioned. He is the deity of obstacles, and can remove them.

I have had this entity come to me in vision a few times with utterly staggering results. While in these interactions I was working to increase kundalini, the opposite is just as possible to Ganesha. I dont have any rituals or even a mantra to share, due to the spontaneous nature of my interactions, but you can find methods online. Until then, you can petition him with prayer and absolutely yes absolutely have natural sweets out he absolutely loves and adores sweets.

  1. Meditations and energy work designed to stop kundalini

Kundalini does not have to travel through the body, it can be directed anywhere. The following methods are what grounding methods are trying to emulate, but they are very very weak in comparison.

A. Direct energy from the crown to the root.

Take energy and bring it into the body from the top of the head, and direct it down the body then out the perineum (between anus and genitals) or further down the legs and out the bottom of the feet. Make sure the energy goes out of your body into the ground, do not bring any energy up the body at all, only direct energy down and out.

You may or may not have noticed kundalini ‘recede’ back into the root chakra after a spike (when it surges up the body) this practice is designed to encourage that. Bear in mind that kundalini is a very dense subtle and refined energy so the denser the energy you can control the better (but dont fret too much about this, just focus on downward and outward flow of energy!) For best results (if you can feel the kundalini current) follow the path kundalini takes when rising up the body, but of course make sure all the energy goes down.

B. Roots and Branches

This is a grounding technique from a book called “Miracle Mastery by Dave Debold”. Sit on the ground, and visualize a silver root growing down from your perineum (space between anus and genitals). Visualize this root branch divide into two roots, then four, then eight, then sixteen and so forth as it grows downward into the earth. Visualize it grow as many root tips as you can accurately visualize and hold steady in your mind, the importance is steady and accurate visualization rather than getting many root tips. So to start you can pick a lower number and go from there. Finally, send energy into the earth through these roots, like silver shining liquid, and send it out of the root tips into the earth.

C. Control of Kundalini

This is fairly advanced but by far most effective bar none. Kundalini itself can be controlled, like any energy, force, entity, object, or power. You can learn to control kundalini directly. This takes practice, but you can then direct it down and out into the earth rather than up the body. I recommend against directing it from the root chakra down the leg and out the foot, as if your system is not used to that much power going down a leg you can ‘injure’ the leg, or the pelvis or groin area (though in my experience the injury disappears as soon as kundalini is removed from the ‘injured’ region).

This method can also be used to direct kundalini back into its place of origin at the root chakra, literally ‘putting away’ the kundalini like putting an item in a backpack.

  1. If interested in further study

A. Stalking the Wild Pendulum by Itzak Bentov
In the last section of this book the author discusses negative kundalini symptoms, how they cannot be treated by conventional medicine ( think headache medication) and discusses possible options.

B. Aghora at the Left Hand of God by Robert Svoboda
C. Aghora 2 Kundalini by Robert Svoboda
In these books the author shares teachings from The Aghori Vimalananda relating to tantra, kundalini goddesses, and kundalini itself

D. Miracle Mastery by Dave Debold
The author discusses practices and meditations designed to bring about psychic abilities such as telekinesis, invisibility, teleportation, ect.

E. Living with Kundalini by Gopi Krishna
The author lived through and survived two very nasty and life threatening kundalini spikes, his experience and how he coped with it. (I need to note here that he does not give much good practical advice for actually living with kundalini, much to my dismay at the time of reading it.)

If you have any questions or need clarification reach out, though due to my schedule it may take up to a week for me to respond.

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Hey thank you so very much for your message with detailed information. I will absolutely be sending you a PM.

Very much appreciated.
Thanks again.

Is there anyone else that can share some advice?

I´d want to know if kudalini can activate /heal my chakras - solar plexus mainly and if awakaned kundalini can to hurt me if i do have artificial lens in my both eyes

Recommend serious study of the Dantiens! Been practicing Tummo for nearly four years now. I have a lot of videos on YouTube, username Eline Eugenie about how it goes, playlists too under Tummo. I swear it can help, at least to feel more in control! Good luck!

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No. Heal the chakras first or kundalini can seriously damage you.

It can take incorrect paths to go around block. This nearly killed Gopi Krishna who survived to write a book about it which is how I know from reading it, but it took him years of pain finding out how. Kundalini raises when there are no blocks, you don’t want it to have to force it’s way through them.

Robert Bruce teaches kundalini raising and has the same story, he had parasites in his spine that as he met ascended masters on the raising, they pointed to them and said “You did this with these inside you? You should be dead.

and if awakaned kundalini can to hurt me if i do have artificial lens in my both eyes

This should not be a problem.

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Great, I will check out your YouTube channel. Thank you.

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Robert Bruce’s methods in his book “Energy Work” is actually what had unintentionally raised my kundalini. I used methods from his book to move energy through the body in a circuit motion to relieve the headaches. Unfortunately that resulted in awakening kundalini for me.

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hi, it took me a long while to get back here what with Christmas and other things… don’t look on Kundalini rising as a problem or as unfortunate. You’ve got a challenge before you for sure, but it’s not hopeless and it’s not supposed to hurt. I’ve a history of headaches and migraine myself, and my family before me; I’ve come to the conclusion that a lot of it is one of two things: unprocessed grief, sadness, pain also from past generations, and the other, a strong need for detoxing, especially the lymphatic system. I’ve taken to drinking hot water at least twice a day, that can at least bring some relief. We also need to learn to take our emotions seriously. You’ll figure out what works for you. Just keep researching and respect yourself and your body.

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I think kundalini is something what Jung called Self. If Self is awakened, it is a real awakening and it won’t become back to sleep easily… When the right host is in the house, the wrong one must vanish. Process is harsh and hard because it pushes all the traumas, shadows, implants and shit on the surface. My deepest and hardest process took 1260 days. For some reason, it had same time what is mentioned in a book of Revelation.

I have no advices how to get rid of that process, because I was not able to stop it either. But after all that suffering I have to say it’s the best thing ever happened to me.

Sometimes even sickness is a path back to love, because it forces you to go far to zones of repressed shame and dependency.

Maybe this is not what you want to hear.
But I write it anyway.

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In western culture we live in a deeply sick unnatural society. Maybe that’s why the kundalini experience is so tough for us. I think we need to find cures from our own environment. For me trauma therapy was one tool to keep me touched in the real world when everything collapsed in my mind. Roots are important.

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