9/3/25 - 11/3/25
Not too much to report. Still doing the anti-ageing mantra and stillness practice, though it’s not stillness so much anymore as I’ve moved onto the next step in the Field Manual and started breathing through my ajna chakra. Still hard to keep the inner monkey quiet though. As soon as I sit for my session, my brain is chill for the first few minutes, but then it starts… “What’s for lunch?” “Oh, damn, I forgot to do that thing for work.” “I need to contact Bob.” Did I remember to…?" On and on, when all I’m trying to do is breathe, goldrarnit!
I’ve had my feline servitor friend Jazzy working on my meridians and energetic pathways while I sleep to break up any blockages and prevent any new ones from forming. My qi is strong, but my physical body is always tense so the flow isn’t as powerful as it should be. My constant tension is like a kink in the hose of my chi, so to speak.
The multiversal adventures go ever on.
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12/3/24 - 15/3/24
I’ve reduced my usage of the anti-ageing mantra down to just half an hour first thing in the morning, before my qi gong practice. I have so many other things going on during the day that I was finding myself more often than not failing to squeeze the second practice period so I decided to take it out altogether.
I was going through a box of random stuff on my desk and came across the notepad I had used to write down my channeled mantras, which I had misplaced months ago. I started flipping through it and found two mantras I didn’t recognize. I didn’t know what they were for so I went through my three threads here on the forum to see if I had posted them, but apparently I hadn’t. Then I did a search through my messages to see if maybe I had sent them to someone for testing, but I struck out on that too. I don’t have any memory of them and apparently did not bother with any instructional notes. Scrawled next to one of them, in almost illegible handwriting, it simply said “whisper them when you first awake, before you even open your eyes. Whisper them 9 times.” How cryptic 
I’ve started a daily meditation practice again, one separate from the stillness practice I’ve been doing from the Psychonaut Field Manual. While the purpose of the stillness exercise is to enter trance, aka gnosis in Chaote-speak, the intention for the meditation practice is to simply be.
My adventures through multiple dimensions continue
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16/3/24 - 19/3/24
I have decided to put my magick where my mouth is and have agreed with myself that, if my magic cannot bring me a full 180 degree turnabout in my material circumstances by January 1st, 2025, I will turn my back on it and completely walk away. I have been at this game a long, long time and whenever I ask spirits for guidance or direction, they always seem to just give me cryptic replies that don’t actually offer an answer to my questions and frankly, I’m tired of it. If magick cannot help materially on a large scale, then what’s even the point?
As they say in the Joseph Murphy subreddit, “Show me the money!”
The adventures should get more interesting now…
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23/3/24
The cold, unfeeling universe turns its baleful glare upon me…
Me:
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24/3/24 - 25/3/24
I’ve been feeling pretty good lately. I don’t know why though Maybe things are finally starting to move into position, I can’t really tell. Guess I just have to trust in the things I’m doing.
I’ve been meditating a lot lately and doing less spirit work. I’ve also started learning how to use my Enochian tarot. I’ve had the deck for quite a while now but haven’t tried any readings with it yet. It’s based on the Enochian cosmology so interpreting a spread requires knowing that cosmology, which is quite different from the symbolism of the more common Rider-Wait style cards.
My multidimensional adventures continue.
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26/3/24 - 28/3/24
I can feel something starting to shift. I’m not sure what it is but I can sense some kind of change coming. I guess I will have to wait and see if my intuition pans out in the next little while.
I’ve been listening to some frequencies on YouTube for the last couple of weeks to gauge if they really have the effects people claim they do. So far, the only effect I’ve experienced is some nice relaxation.
I’m trying to change my diet to improve my chi and physical health. I’m finding it difficult to eat enough, however. I’ve been unconsciously eating only twice a day for the past several years because I tend to sleep late so it’s hard to find the time to fit in the extra meals.
My adventures in space and time go on.
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1/4/24
I’ve been having some success with some experiments in “dynamic body magick” (name taken from an article in the anthology Magick On the Edge edited by Taylor Ellwood) My physical form appears to have started to shape itself to my mental imagery. It’s nothing outrageous, but there are minor changes to body composition.
I’m still vibrating the anti-ageing mantra for half an hour upon waking and practicing stillness in the afternoon. I’ve also added some stretching and energy work to my routine in the evening.
The adventures continue.
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8/4/24
Anti-ageing mantra for half an hour upon waking. Stillness practice in the afternoon. Some subliminals and frequencies throughout the day.
In the evening, I attempted a shamanic journey. I put on a drum track with a steady tempo, laid down on my bed, and visualized the World Tree. My spirit guide Sam was waiting for me and seemed excited. i didn’t have anywhere in particular in mind to travel to so I held the intention to just go to whoever wants to talk to me. Unfortunately, my mind was all over the place and I couldn’t properly concentrate so I was forced to climb down the Tree. I apologized to Sam and said I would try again another day.
The adventures flow ever onward.
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9/4/24 -15/4/24
Have been pretty busy with mundane work and feeling more than a little stressed. Practice has been reduced to mainly just some simple meditation and chanting the anti-ageing mantra for half an hour upon waking.
The amount of stupid I have to deal with gets to me sometimes. Haven’t been sleeping well.
My adventures still continue.
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Born to be mild, bro. Born to be mild.
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31/5/24
Performed a binding with Alloces using the process of Corwin Hargrove’s Goetia Pathworking. Interestingly, when imagining “the smell of hot iron,” I got the smell of blood rather than of a smelter or something similar.
I was very anxious and angry about the actions of a certain someone but the ritual helped clear the emotions. While I didn’t see the demon like I usually do when pathworking with the angels, there was a definite presence within my imagined space.
The adventures continue.
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04/06/24
Putting the “romance” back into necromancer.
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06/06/24
If you ever come across a young girl wrapped in heavy iron chains and buried in the center of a deep dark dungeon, perhaps you should first give a thought to why a young girl is wrapped in heavy iron chains in a deep dark dungeon before trying to release her.
Things are not always what they seem.
23/6/24
I’ve been neglectful of this journal. Had some shit happen lately in my life so I have started a daily banishing practice with Damon Brand’s Master Protection Ritual. I’ve been lazily dependent on my personal shielding for too long, I guess, and have neglected my basic spiritual hygiene.
I’ve also started chanting a Lakshmi mantra for 108 repetitions each day along with my angelic wealth ex nihilo mantra.
The adventures go on.
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30/6/24
I’m continuing the Master Protection Ritual daily, along with the Lakshmi mantra and the mantra for wealth ex nihilo. I’ve also started chanting the anti-ageing mantra again.
I accepted an Enochian Healing attunement from Ragepanda. Didn’t feel anything in the moment but will be keeping some awareness out for possible side effects.
The adventures continue.
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3/7/24
I’ve added Donna Eden’s daily energy routine to my morning workout. A post by @theheirophant reminded me that I still had her book Energy Medicine. I had worked through it years ago but had replaced it with more intensive techniques that I thought offered more bang for my buck (spoiler: they didn’t).
After doing the routine, I finished it off with thirty minutes of no-mind meditation and a couple of circuits of the microcosmic orbit, followed by the Master Protection Ritual.
In the afternoon, I chanted the Lakshmi mantra for 108 repetitions. As side note, I unexpectantly received $1000.
It seems there was no effect from the Enochian Healing attunement. I felt nothing. Not sure what happened, whether or not my shielding did indeed interfere despite my intention to accept the attunement. I was slightly inebriated at the time I accepted the energy as well so it’s also possible that affected how my system reacted.
End of the adventures.
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12/7/25
I am continuing to use Donna Eden’s daily energy routine in my morning. I can’t tell yet if it is having a real impact on my system but i did notice a bit of lethargy one day when I skipped it though.
I have almost completed the 33 days of Brand’s Master Protection Ritual. Only about six days remaining.
I’m half way through forty days of the Lakshmi mantra and unexpected monies have begun showing up.
My daily life has smoothed out since starting the Master Protection Ritual after the spot of trouble I had a bit less than a month ago. Things are humming along, though there are some bumps here and there. I still carry a lot of anger and resentment towards a certain someone at work, though, and sometimes it flares up.
My adventures in time and space continue.
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22/7/24
I lost count of the number of days I have performed the Master Protection Ritual. I think I’ve passed the 33 days, but I’m not really sure, to be honest. My intuition says I have though.
I’ve completed 30 days of the Lakshmi mantra so far. Only ten to go to reach forty.
I’ve also been vibrating the anti-aging mantra. I’m still unsure of its efficacy, though, as I haven’t noticed any physical result from it despite having used it off and on since receiving it from Raziel last year. Maybe it’s because I didn’t complete the initial one hour a day for thirty days that I was instructed to do. I seem to have a tendency to not do what I’m told by the spirits 
Maybe i need to recruit some test subjects… 
I continue my adventures through the multiverse.
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