13/2/24 and 14/2/24
Anti-ageing mantra three times a day and stillness practice. I think I can probably move on to the next step in the Psychonaut Field Manual, even though I haven’t quite reached perfect stillness of mind with the candle yet. The next step is replacing the outer focus on a candle with an inner focus on the breath, and I’ve been practicing that on and off for years. 30 minutes following my breath will be a breeze, no pun intended.
The adventures in multiple dimensions flow on.
15/2/24 - 18/2/24
My days have been pretty busy with work so I didn’t have a lot of time for my practices. Managed to squeeze in the anti-ageing mantra twice most days and some light mediation. My dreams, however, have had the feeling of some sort of astral encounters. Something or someone is obviously watching me.
It’s nice to be wanted, I guess.
The adventures roll on.
19/2/24
A day of rest after some physically taxing activity the day before. I have been really feeling my age and lack of fitness lately. That’s what I get for putting my spiritual practices above my physical existence, I guess. I’ve worked within many different magical paradigms and world views over the years but I think it’s probably time to finally get rid of the physical-spiritual dichotomy permanently and embrace the fact that they are really one and the same, as Belial told me so many years ago. It’s a waste of potential to be powerful spiritually but neglect the very physical vessel that allows you to ascend in the first place.
Vibrated the anti-ageing mantra for half an hour twice during the day with some meditation thrown in. An easy day.
The adventures in multiple dimensions continue.
Back when @Micah was doing the evocation blacklists for us, he evoked Eternity and it mentioned that he needed to awaken the power of Eternity in his cells.
Have you tried other methods than the mantra to work on immortality? You said before that it was one of your goals.
Or are you doing the mantra to see if it works?
If you’re talking about the anti-ageing mantra, I have mainly just been testing its efficacy.
That’s what I meant. Thanks.
20/2/24 - 23/2/24
My practice lately has just been vibrating the anti-ageing mantra for an hour three times a day. I haven’t quite figured out how to work with all the entities waiting for me yet. It feels like there just aren’t enough hours in the week for everything. I’m thinking about scheduling a specific day dedicated to each spirit but I don’t know what exact practices to include for each.
There are still several of my angelic mantras that no one has really experimented with, like the mantra for manifesting material desires and the wealth mantra, so I’m considering spending a few months with them as well.
Ugh. I’m pulled in so many directions and just can’t make up my mind where to throw my time and effort.
The adventures never end.
Yay synchronicity. I feel you, but I have more options than you seem to have right now.
24/2/24
Vibrated the anti-ageing mantra for an hour twice during the day and stillness practice for half an hour. It was very difficult to still my thoughts ; my monkey mind was very chatty. I’ve moved onto the next step in the Field Manual, but am thinking maybe I should have stayed at the previous step a little longer. It was a struggle to keep my awareness on my third eye.
My chi was flowing stronger than usual.
The multidimensional adventures continue.
25/2/24 & 26/2/24
The usual mantra and stillness practice. Nothing else to report in this here journal.
The adventures, however, still continue.
27/2/24
Mantras, stillness, blah blah blah
To spice things up a bit, I have decided to give Old Man Crowley’s challenge a go and pledge to interpret everything that happens in my life as a message to me from my Godself. Magical paranoia, here I come!
Oh, and I summoned the servitor Avery and asked him to bring me a companion. Even the Darkest of Knights needs cuddles, you know.
The multidimensional adventures through space and time flow ever onward.
29/2/24
I’ve cut down on the anti-ageing mantra, only doing it twice a day for forty-five minutes instead of an hour.
Nothing else to report. Things are happening, however.
1/3/24 and 2/3/24
Anti-aging mantra for half an hour, twice a day.
I’ve started doing meridian tapping in the mornings again to get my chi flowing. I’m been neglecting my energy work and have to get into it again. I need to have a powerful chi flow for…reasons.
The adventures continue.
3/3/3
Anti-aging mantra for half an hour, twice a day.
Breathwork and stillness practice. Had some difficulty with quieting the mental chatter due to some stressful circumstances in life right now.
Did some light energy work with my servitor Jazzy before sleep.
The multidimensional adventures go on.
4/3/24
Anti-aging mantra for half an hour, twice a day.
Today was supposed to be the day designated to work with my spirit guide Sam through shamanic journeying, but I was told by my landlady that roofers would be coming very early in the morning to put on new shingles so i had to go to bed earlier than i usually do in the hopes that i wouldn’t be jarred awake by the workmen when they arrived (I prefer to journey at night when there is less activity in the house).
Did some stillness practice and breathwork before bed to cap the day’s adventures through space and time.
5/3/24
No workmen today so I apparently went to bed early for no reason lol
Anti-aging mantra for half an hour twice a day.
Did some breathwork along with my stillness practice. Oddly, almost as soon as I sat for my stillness practice my mind started running with non-stop chatter, even though it was relatively calm throughout the rest of my daily activities. It’s like my brain is a toddler who is behaving perfectly fine until the moment he’s told to put on his shoes.
Today was the day designated for servitor work so before bed I called upon Tenil, the next of @anon97554939’s calendar of servitors. The connection seemed a bit tenuous but I told Tenil what I hoped to accomplish in regards to my material circumstances. Tenil represents the spring and planting seeds, so I’m hoping to begin some long term growth in abundance and prosperity.
And my adventures in multiple dimensions continue.
6/3/24
Anti-aging mantra for half an hour, twice a day. Stillness practice.
It was hard to focus during stillness practice as the workmen were here and making a racket on the roof for most of the day. I did manage to keep my mind relatively focused though which was a plus. The inner chatter was still pretty active though.
Today was the day designated to the Lwa so before bed I opened the veve of Papa Legba and asked for his help in speeding up the process of my awakening. I poured him a glass of spiced rum and left it on my working altar.
My adventures through space and time continue unabated.
7/3/24
Anti-aging mantra for half an hour, twice a day. Stillness practice.
Today was the day designated for rest or some extra energy work. whichever I felt like doing, so I mainly just took it easy. I’ve started using an ASMR track of a cat purring to relax and fall asleep to while calling my feline servitor friend Jazzy to work on my energy system. My chi is strong but I think there are some areas where the meridians are constricted due to tight muscles so the flow is less than it could be. Hopefully, Jazzy can work some…ahem…magic upon my subtle bodies to help.
The adventures in multiple dimensions flow on.
8/3/24
Mantra and stillness practice. An easy day.
Today was the day designated for my work with the Fae but i forgot for most of the day. In the evening, I remembered but wasn’t sure on what to do so I decided just before bed to open the Goblin Key of @UnseelieDiabolus and call out to my Fae guide Illyanna. I asked her to come to me into my dreams and to help strengthen my connection to the Unseelie. I also asked her to aid in my awakening.
My adventures in eternity continue.
