I got blindsidedly dumped about 4 months ago. It was right when I had two family members die within 2 days of each other and was having panic attacks from long covid ( Had no idea that could happen until it happened to me. Apparently it can make your nerves swell and it makes some folk have weird neurological symptoms). It was really rough going and I lost 14 kilos in 2 1/2 months (nothing like a heartbreak diet- but damn, at what cost?). I also went to therapy to help me work through this.
So I originally got on here to try to get my ex back. But the real change was when I started working with Lucifer and meditating and meditating and even more meditating when it became obvious that I just moving on. Lucifer really helped me start to remember who I was. Now I just want to focus on letting go and being unfuckable with.
I am doing so much better and having fun, meeting lots of interesting men and making friends… ( Thank you Sallos and Dantalion) but of course I’m not over him- and over the past few days, its like the work I’ve been doing has been wearing off. Obviously healing is not linear and its going to take me a while but geez, any ideas to top up my progress would be welcome.
I just want to be free of this dude and work on myself.
Any suggestions for reinforcements?