You can read my thoughts on the matter here if you want, might not make a lot of sense because I’ve kind of posted nigh-on a book’s worth of various expericnes and information etc across several threads;
JMO, not claiming to have the absolute final word on these things but do remmebr whole civilsations that practiced powerful magick lasted far longer than this and never used that specific name in any way, nor that precise concept.
My concept of creation is close to that found in a book called The Bybalio, which is out of copyright and easy to find everywhere online, and this - warning I wrote it when still buzzing and it’s a bit rambling: