Um…there is a limit to how much of the claims made in magick i buy…Im sure people give off an energetic charge all the time…I have yet to see someone in MMA claim they knocked the other guy out using prana…There are claims u can psyvamp ppl using tendrils…I dont buy that either…I think in both the cases of baneful magick fireballs as u refer them, and psy vamping, its all bs…That just doesn’t do anything but convince u , that u possess power by imagining things…
I’ve experimented with the things u say when i was much much younger…enough to now appreciate that its not so. A love ball is just hilarious…I have an overactive imagination (since childhood, daydreaming to the point where reality slips away)…and all that really does is hinder magick…
Seen more results pretending none of this is real, and that magick is like a religion of charlatans, more than I ever got believing this stuff is real and meditating (which meditation is a collosal waste of time, I know the sucessful guys selling books will disagree…we can agree to disagree. U meditate, I’ll sleep)
The only form of magick that is real is evocation and invocation. Were u using sigil magick where u make ur own sigils, before u charge and construct them, do an evocation, invocation first and do not close the ritual…Everything else, u may as well try to sell me snake oil ( which may be more useful in appeasing certain entities than certain practices) …
Honestly, Im questioning everything now…was more open when i was younger, but suspect many of these metaparadigms are hypersigils fueling someone else’s eggregores or servitors…utilizing the tendencies of others to want to believe things readily…
Evoking daemons work. Asking them to TEACH u HOW to do what u ask of them (like instead of curse this person, teach me to hex them) yeilds techniques that works, although we border on the unbeleivable with how the info is delivered…I really struggle with this…all of it because my inner skeptic calls bs…a decade of paradigm holes and belief in wasting time fuels the skeptic. You can have the energy to shut off streetlights at night and turn them on in day light…No amount of “sending” energy will work using visualization…Im sorry but theres a point where we are in absurd territory, and that is the point where one risks wasting time.
There is something else…and it’s not in the outdated energy paradigm… or the energy paradigm is obsfuscating something that is real and isn’t bs…Intuition as well tells me that the energy sending stuff is a smokescreen for something not shared…and i’d like to find out what it is by reading in between the lines…
For example, grimmiores talk about collecting all types of exotic materials from bones and etc…stuff normal folk have no access to. They will have entities in the same grimmiore that can retrieve any object, but never do they tell u u can get these materia by using this spirit to retrieve that object which seems so rare a normal person wont be able to get it…Implicate knowledge, hidden in between what is explicitly said…so u don’t want to shoot the fireball into a symbol of the target, rather take in a symbol of what u wish to happen to the target while becoming them "mimicking their look manuerisms…etc, the seemingly opposite of what u say " because whats implicit is opposite of what is shared commonly (quite commonly and explicitly) …in other words invert EVERYTHING…
Excuse my skepticism but i know at this point the real hard hitting stuff will not be shared on any platform…its to be obscured, and never shared, and possibly protected at all cost???Dunno but TRUST NO ONE…(end paranoid and distrusting rant)
Another critique is the fail attitude…What some of u are saying is BS…I walked into this a skeptic, beleivie it was all bs , and that real magic was stage magic, and this was mumbo jumbo…I expected nothing but a waste of time and got results…which surprised the hell out of me…so attitude has nothing to do with it…technique does