I didn’t take any offense I imeadietly felt bad for posting so much and no spaces exc, I wrote it on my phone btw.
Hello, I am Izzy, but many people also call me Sol and Fen, hence my screenname. I have only just begun my Path, and I’m still trying to find my way. I do believe that my path may lie somewhere amidst the same concept Paranormal Research is founded upon, going out to seek places rife with spirits crying for help and demons luring in the unwary. I hope to find a way to help them all. I am also seeking answers for some happenings that have occurred both inside and out of my mind, I am deeply hoping that I haven’t just gone off the deep end like my family seems to think.
Some things I should perhaps warn y’all about:
I struggle sometimes with blocked emotions due to a certain issue of mine that I will post about later, so please be patient with me if you want a truly empathetic or emotional response to something.
I am always available if anyone just needs someone to listen. If you want someone to rant to, some advice, whatever the case, I will not turn you away. Just tell me you want to talk and I will be a listening ear. I am a very logical person to make up for my emotional issues, so keep that in mind if you require advice.
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Hi! My name is Jully, I am 25 years old and I live in Romania. I can`t find so many people in my place interested in magic other than Reiki, Yoga or Astrology. I am interested in other fields such as divination (Tarot, Pendulum, Runes) and I would like to learn Astral Projection and also some simple spells to gain some spiritual growth.
From those described I think I am better at Tarot, the rest of them are fields I am interested in but don`t know how to actually start…
I believe in the law ,as above so below" so I think light and shadow lives in our souls but also above or as energies. In this respect I wold like to understand and work with both paths, as being neutral helps me to be objective.
Nice to meet you all! 
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Hello. My name is Miranda, but you can call me Mira if you like. I’m 21, live in Kentucky and I have a few mental problems such as ADHD, Depression, Social Anxieties, and other things that I would rather not get into until I know you better. My mother was a white witch and my father’s sister is into magick as well and I hope to walk in they’re footsteps, but I have a hard time tapping into any source of magick. I have a mate named Abe. He lived all the way in Ireland. We’ve known each other for 6 years now and are in love but have never met face to face. I know it may sound weird bit I’m hoping to summon a Incubus to not only keep me company and to be a companion, but to also help relieve sexual stress. I’m currently struggling with my weight and it’s not that I mind being heavy, it’s just that I want to be healthy. I really hope to learn more from people on here and to hopefully get that Incubus I so desire.
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Hello friends,
I’m Alucard, or @Neuromancer here on BALG.
I found BALG a year ago, and have decided to join the forum. I’m relatively new to ceremonial magick, but have a strong interest in the study and application of evocation, scrying, soul travel, and divination. Currenly, I’m reading Modern Magick by Donald Michael Kraig and learning a lot. I want to engage with others, and share my experiences, successes, failures, revelations, etc. I guess you could say, I’m taking a new step in my journey into decoding the mysteries within myself, and accessing true power in the world around me.
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Im just new into magic and i want to find the things to fo my want
Welcome @Neuromancer, love the screen name 
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I would say you are in a lot of danger. Deities, especially things like Lillith are actually the manifestation of interdimensional predators.
You may see yourself as insignificant, but that is a ruse to make you susceptible to their intentions, which is to harvest your energy at the least, your entire being and seed of life at the worst.
In the grand scheme of the energetic multiverse, energy is at a premium, and harvesting it from us is the goal. Note: an in-house ‘harvest’ is also a form of sadistic entertainment for them. Like a pay-per-view event.
I went through a very hardcore version of this during the winter.
Engaging in astral sex is dangerous. You can be utterly drained as was Donald Tyson. Not even your ghost will survive.
Welcome to the forum, I would say that you’re not going mad. None of this will happen unless you invite it. It’s one thing to have an interest in the occult, it’s quite another to start a ritual with no experience.
It seems to me that you got what you asked for. But you’re letting this whole experience take a hold of you and run away with it. You need to remember all times that you are in control, the things that happened to you are because you gave permission for those things to happen.
Other than the fact that you’re not going mad LOL what is it you’re seeking in your introduction post?
Thanks i was waiting for a reply. So in short ur saying im being fucked over?
No I never said that, But it does feel like you just summoned some thing without any knowledge or for-thought.
How much do you know about banishing?
Not much, apart from it being a ritual used to expell unwanted negative energy and entities.
What do u have in mind?
I certainly was. Others might disagree, but yes, and in reviewing my journal notes over a few years, especially those in the two years leading up to my ‘event’, I understood that I was under the influence of deceptions and glamours. There is a book ‘The Psychic Defense Manual’ which is useful in this. I am writing a series of manuals on this as well, to warn others.
Well firstly i needed confirmation that i wasnt going mad, so thank you for that. Second, i got that feeling that im suppose to be in control. Ima try to explain how i understand it.
Imagine a man who owns a piece of land, and in ‘his’ land he has 2 gates, one that leads to his land and another into his house. Now this owner has the authority to decided who he wants in his land, and who to invite in his home.
Also I have been hearing this two voices in my head that have been sounding a lot like me down to its attitude and character. One claims to be my shadow he tends to talk to me from time to time. And the other said, and I quote, " I’m you, but not the physical you, I’m that voice that is at the back of ur head, that gut feeling in stomach, that movement deep in ur bones, be attentive to what you feel and how u feel it."
Mind you all this was not said verbally, it came to me like a package of some sorts with memories and feelings, I understood it the moment I noticed it.
I apologize if am writing to much I just feel this strong urge to express what I’m experiencing, no matter how dumb it may sound, so please some adivice or input will be highly appreciated.
You know what make this wired for me is the lack of fear in all that I’m experiencing. If this had happened to me 3 yrs ago I would have lost my mind because of fear, but now all I’m feeling is anticipation. I don’t know for what but I feel like there is something I have to notice .
Hello to everyone!
My name is Tessa and I’m new to this forum and magick in general. I’ve felt drawn to it my entire life but have not explored it until recently even though I had unknowingly passively dabbled in it.
From my mother’s side of the family I got the ability to have precognitive dreams. Most of the time they show me random mundane things, the only important thing they work for is letting me know of a loved one’s upcoming death.
From my grandmothers I’ve learned some herbology.
So this is the first time I’m actively navigating through different types of magick trying to find my place.
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Yeah, the lack of fear, the lack of concern over the unknown should be a warning. That is why I mentioned the glamours. I would have dreams of beings fighting for me on my behalf, vampire women seducing me, and being operated on, and I would just write it down in the morning and head off to work like it was nothing.
Now that I am free of the influences, I can see very clearly.
Your not writing too much, I understand completely.
Trying to figure out your angle? Your posts don’t make a lot of sense to me. I am sorry that you’ve had some bad experiences, but I do hope your ok.
Quote: I earned Ma’a Kheru, the tongue that does not lie.
Would love to talk to you more on that since that tongue is reserved for the dead only and used in the presence of Ma’at in the underworld. Since you have never died, I’m curious how you learned it? Especially since you revile the gods.
So not to derail the intro thread, feel free to open a topic 
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Ma’a Kheru is for anyone, living or dead, who earns it. I’m ok. I appreciate your concern. My experience is from what Thelemics term as ‘the Abyss’.
It isn’t everyone’s path. I was seeking enlightenment. Peeling back the veil. Who are we? Why? What is beyond this. Bang. I got it. So have others. The multiverse is an ecosystem. It’s also a hierarchy. I also got that it’s a hot mess. Humanity is on the verge of Ascension, and that means another race will have to take our place, which terrifies them. This, there is a bit of dust-up going on right now. You may PM me if you wish. It will certainly keep the more righteous minded know it alls on here from getting more ruffled than they already are.