Also struggle with money, making money, keeping money and trying to get out of this shelter.
Hello, my name is Yaskm. I’ve been practicing for only two years but had the time to dive deep and ask questions to spirits of all sorts. I wouldn’t consider myself a black magician more grey. Even though angels have never been very helpful and micheal is a real ass. I’m a Leo, like long walk on the beach and thrive in chaos of all kinds. I’m looking forward to getting to know more people who practice, sharing experiences, and hopefully be able to share good advice.
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Thank you for doing an introduction and welcome the forum! 
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Welcome to the forum
ARJUN666,
You are the appropriate tool. Open up yourself. Start practising - Doing. Now!
Welcome.
Al.
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Im new to the left hand path as i grew up a Christian but due to a series of unforeseen events i became a Satanist (By doing the dedication ritual described by the Joy of satan ministry as it was the first one o found and I was in a rage and controlled by my emotions ) and my only regret is not joining the left hand path sooner,although it is a solitary life as my family and friends are all Christians and don’t know about the fact that I’ve chosen the left hand path. I’ve been studying and practicing for about 2 years now. I’ve experimented with Luciferian and Satanism and iv studied books from Aleister Crowley;Anton Szandor LaVey and more. I’ve created a few rituals using choas magic(sigils and servitors),sex magic,blood magic, bottle magic and knot magic and some banefull curses which has brought me a temporary amount of success . I’ve also experimented with gnosis, evocation, invocation ,multiple divination methods and kuji-in meditation. Im still studying,seeking out and experimenting with new forms of magic as i continue to learn.
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Lol. Took forever to scroll. Ok.
Hi. My name is Xiarra and I am about to turn 33. Yay. Im not sure what kind of magician I am honestly since magic and i tend to be intandem. I dont cast circles simply because my situation does not allow for it at the moment. I do have a very long and ongoing relationship with spirits both human and other.
My magical experiences include spirit comunication, divination, dream battles, extradimentional communication (ie aliens …they are so awsome) and my favorite. Crystal Magic…
My challenges are reading if you can believe it but i think its because when i read any magical text its as if a deeper part just skips right to the good stuff. Possessions work pretty well but its seems most divine beings would rather not possess me.
So from my perspective any spirit or entity is like family to me. Satan,Azazel, and Lilith are the main events at the moment. They always greet me with a gentle love and respect i doubt any human can master. Thats it for now but yeah im about as normal weird as they come. Thanks so much you guys it really feels great to know im not the only one out here with these talents. Maybe someone can help me find an apropriate way to focus without crystals although they help alot.
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Hello, my name is Annie, pronouns she/her, age 25 from CA United States. My line of work is totally unrelated, I suffer from physical disability so right now I’m a full time advocate fighting the horrific human rights violations currently being perpetrated within the American medical system. My primary goal in life is to get well enough I can go to med school and become a doctor.
I don’t know what kind of magic I like yet, I’m so new to this I don’t know what I don’t know. I grew up Roman Catholic, I rejected it for science, I was a staunch atheist for years, I never thought I’d be in this position.
I played with a Ouija Board at a sleepover when I was a kid, nothing out of the ordinary happened at the time but I guess it opened a door and someone on the other side of it took an interest.
Why I’m here instead of consulting an exorcist is a long story that I believe is more appropriately told in a different post but the short version is an entity claims to be protecting me & there is enough evidence that is the case that I believe him. I think I may have benefitted from his help in matters up to & including personal safety.
I’d like to know more about him, so for now my goal is simply to communicate safely and effectively. From what I gather interacting with these beings comes with it’s own theory & culture that is presently unfamiliar to me.
I expect I’ll develop more long term goals once I become a bit more knowledgable and have a chance to discover my strengths & weaknesses.
I look forward to learning from all of you, please don’t be shy with the advice.
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Welcome to the rabbit hole that is the BALG forum!
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Hello my name is hadeel I’ve been very fascinated and drawn into witchcraft for almost 2 years now I’ve never experienced any paranormal actives or became conscious in my dreams but my curiosity is leading me into this path my goals are to find out if magic is real and use it liberate myself and expand my consciousness
And work with the djinn as witch
My struggle is that I feel like I have long way to go to awaken my powers since I don’t feel like I have any yet any help,guide,recommendations will be helpful.
Thank you
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Welcome to the BALG forum, @Hadella!
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Hello there. Happy Holidays!
I’m Traveller. Viatrix. Trix. I’m fine with either.
Magick and spirituality has been in and out of my life since I was a child due to the influences of my family’s religious practices (folk Catholicism, Umbanda and some eclectic witchcraft), unusual “dreams”, spooky experiences, my own curiosity about the morbid & unusual and the Occult and its Arts.
Unfortunately, looking for answers when I was younger led me nowhere. Asking questions to the wrong people led me to answers filled with fear-mongering; and because of the language barrier at the time, the only material available were scare tactics nicely hidden under a coat of light. I got frustrated, so I led myself to some sort of soft atheism when I was a teenager.
Eventually, I stopped pretending my curiosity was snuffed away, so I went back to my search for something during my early 20s. Whatever I had in my hands didn’t really motivate me to begin my path because most of the time I was exposed to the RHP/White Lodge point of view. Spent 75% of my time reading and researching, 25% testing stuff by myself. It wasn’t a complete waste of time though. It was fun, but I was still unsatisfied. So I just kept looking…
Somehow, in early 2017, I stumbled upon the LHP/Black Lodge point of view. Diabolism and Demonolatry, Michael Aquino’s work, Traditional Satanism and Luciferianism, the Qliphoth, etc. I performed a ritual in July of this year in the night of the blood moon and it went well. Not sure if that’s really where I’m supposed to be, but it feels right. My desire for knowledge - and more - is back.
I have lots of debugging to do in my psyche (fears, anxieties and whatnot) and I admit I’m very undisciplined. My current goals are sticking to a daily routine of meditation, energy work and opening (reopening?) my astral senses. Every once in a while I have these feelings that I should just rush everything, even though I know should not hurry. For now, I’d rather not plan any grandiose goals until I get the basics.
After all, I can’t really swim in the open ocean if my body can’t endure it.
Nice to meet you all. (:
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I was an old member here. A friend made me close my account “for my own safety,” but I’m back. My account was closed and made an anon account. My old account names were either RE3 or Mystique. If it’s even possible to get my account back?
Favorite entities/deities were Azazel, Deimos, and Apollo
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Welcome to the forum. x
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Hello, my name is Bogdan, been lurking BALG for a while now and decided to join today.
Currently i’m taking it slow with Wicca and The 72 Angels of Magick.
Been reading a lot about Belial and would like to work with him someday. (Sounds like a great character)
I felt strongly attracted to magick since i was a child, but never had the time or balls to practice it.
My mom passed away 1 month ago aged 56.
She didn’t have any life threatening problems, just a wrong diagnostic, wrong medication which lead to Meningitis and took her away.
All this got me depressed and i feel its time to get into serious magick, find some answers about my mom’s death, communicate with her and even ressurect her if there is a chance in the world. (I would take it)
I love my mom dearly and her death devasted me completely.
I will stick around and hopefully be part of this amazing community.
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Hello I’m Maharisha , I’m a hedge witch and I’ve been practicing about 15 years.
I am a Satanist but i also work with Kali and Shiva.
I’m into meditation and yoga. I grew up in a Christian family in a Pentecostal church. I never choose christ he was forced on me at a young age. So i hold some distain for pushy xtians.
Other than that I’m pretty laid back.
Looking forward to meeting new people.
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Hey there! My name is Katja
I’m quite new to the pratical side of black magick but ive been on/off practicing (mainly just meditation and simple energy stuff) since I was about 12. Rest of the time I read, and i’ve been lurking here for a while.
Im looking to make contact with King Paimon and I did my very first invocation today (yay!). Im looking to find a way to allow my true personality to really come through and to just slowly progress as a person and a magician.
I am really struggling with some issues such as blockages and I feel like i’m stuck in one place but I am working to create a better routine to help fix my problems.
Thanks!
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Welcome to the forum!
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I’ve been into magic from the age of 16, when I told my first fortune.
I’m able to see spirits and speak to them.
I started on the right hand path; but decided the left hand path is “more me”. Therefore, I’d like to associate with anyone of like mind and learn more, as one never stops learning.
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Welcome to the rabbit hole of BALG! We have magicians of all kinds and all paths here so we’re all pretty friendly!
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