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#5326

Hi everyone it took too many months to introduce myself because I live an impossible abuse life.
I’m Nastynice in South Africa .
I’m pretty new in LHP and have found truth and spiritual freedom.
I’m a mother of 2. I live abuse. My live abuse. It’s Police Brutality and Gender violence by state specifically to me.
I’m a mess.
It never stops.
I have a lot of time for my work with Satan but I don’t use it effectively due to depression and literal attacks of my kids and me (I’m a single mother).
My criminal cases never reach court.
I reported a useless social to government but they showed her my email. She got angry and lied in children’s court. SO MY KIDS HAVE JUST SUDDENLY BEEN TAKEN FROM ME. They are highly abused.
They are suicidal.
Their hostage. Our kidnapping etc
No school for them.
I need help.
I’M A MESS.
DEMONS have been good with little i do since i haven’t mastered evocations & invocations on a personal level.
My family’s issues need experience.
Thank you
I hope someone decide to be my close friend/mentor in this war.
No emergency calls are dispatched if it’s my kids or me calling. We’re beaten every day by males. The state/police hates me for simply saying “NO” while everyone stand abuse.
Can it be enough for my humble kids please?
I’m a professional hard working editor but lost everything even jobs.
We lack everything. Even food. Spending time knocking on several doors for help. NO HELP.
I wanna reach better heights of satanism on the practical level so I can be in control.


#5327

I’m Liliya from India. Started practicing magic about 10 months back. Few worked, few back fired. Came across EA koeting,s you tube page and got fascinated with the ancient gods and started reading about them.
Through this forum would like to learn others experiences and share knowledge.


#5329

Indeed! I have some addictions too that I fight off. Just quit smoking cigarettes. Is one them, haha.
Okay, that is nothing I’ve been looking into, but sure will now.

p.s. It was a little bit not serious, the picture, a have 3 pics off myself and that one was most brutal :wink:


#5330

I had wanted to add more to my intro, but my phone seized up. Goals in magic is to always level up and help others level up. If you aren’t leveling up and playing games, you’re wasting valuable time and the gods energy.
I may advise, openly, so if you disregard the wisdom, do not ask me to assist in the fallout.
I am a demi-titanes body, titanes/creator soul and living a human experience.
I am no teen, I am in my third decade of immersion in the god-world. I can be very helpful if asked.
I hope my stay here will be beneficial to all.


#5331

Okay this is the deal I need a lot of help. I need to connect with a demon that can work very quickly. I need a finical shift in my favor. At this point I would give and do whatever it takes.


#5332

You have so much fear in you.

How fast a god works for you may depend on your end goal. It is all too easy to make bargains in the throws of survival.
If you only want riches, and not a true evolution, then you have already likely fallen short of consideration.

I have never asked the gods for money as I manifest it myself as I need it.


#5333

Hi, my name is Abrull. I’m 18 and I live in Louisiana. My parents divorced when I was very young and I’ve always been a person to observe everything. They are terrified for me to grow up and go out in the world but Curiosity overcomes fear when it comes to me. I’ve been going through a lot of mental struggles the past year and I’m at a point where I have this feeling of being lost and trapped/stuck. I have a friend who’s been on this forum for some time now and I’ve been getting advice from him but now i feel it’s my turn to take the leap and find things out for myself. I know I’m meant to be wayyy more than just an ordinary person. I want to build a legacy for myself and feel that freedom very few people experience🖤


#5334

Yes, awesome! Get my motivated just to read.
Isn’t it funny how most things is upside down?
Demons don’t seems to be what we earlier did believe them to be. Something is trying to hide the good powerful stuff. Guess more than one factor…
Thanks for contact

Best regards


#5335

Nice “metafore” (spelling?) about video games!
For me it’s more a invisible force that pulls me in this direction. I did try to flee, a few times, but when I try to live normally… it will last for some time, but then… booom… life’s upside down and I learned some new truth of live.
Now it’s time to digg deeper into the occult then ever before.

Best regards


#5336

Just got hit big time as well. Now the struggle man. Hope someone educated can help you. :slight_smile:


#5337

Hello, my name-you can call me Mani after the norse god of the moon. I am into all sorts of practises of magick as I started off with runic magick and then eventually fell into more and more of the spirit magick such as invocation of the gods.
My goal is to become my true self, the one I know is real and not fallen under the illusions of mankind’s religions and as for my struggles, my struggles are those that have told me “oh you’re a liar” “oh your beliefs are crazy” but to them I say, I know who I am


#5338

Our god of the north is the first I’ll be digging in to as well. Maybe the only thing I do? How knows… Because of my heritage, bloodline and respect for our own gods.
Any nobie tips?
Have you started to bring forth any god yet?


#5339

Odin is a very chill, laid back energy.


#5340

Hi, I am Claudia, I’m 39 and Iiving in Germany. I’m a complete and utter newbie to the dark arts, but more than eager to learn.

I‘ve been an atheist since my 14th birthday. Jesus and God just didn‘t sit right with me. A victim of childhood sexual abuse and domestic violence, I asked myself how God, or the apparently “child-friendly” Jesus could allow such devastating stuff to happen. I dabbled in Tarot, astrology and numerology for a couple of years in my youth and the occult has always held a great fascination for me.

At the moment I’m going through an extreme crisis in my life. My husband moved out and is now in a relationship with another women. I love him still and I don’t want to divorce him, although he wants us to. I can’t give up on him since he is the love of my life. And somewhere deep inside I know he will return. It’s an intuition, nothing more.

However, I got drawn to the dark arts via the law of attraction. I found the LOA to be a bit frustrating and, apparently, I wasn’t alone. I’m curiously starting to explore black magic now. I already tried to evoke Lord Dantalion and I might have been successful. Time will tell.

This is a whole new world full of opportunities opening up to me. I’d like to win back my husband’s love, but taking the left-hand path is also a conscious decision that has nothing to do with my relationship goals. I want to heal. And this might just be the medicine I need. Anyways, thanks for having me. This is a great forum. Lots of love.


#5341

Hello all. Ive been here for a while.Nice to meet you all.


#5342

If you have been here “a while” then you know more is required in an introduction (your profile says your account was created Dec. 12, 4 days ago).


#5343

Yes. You are right. I did it when I post it my first post here. I did not know I should do it immediately when I register. Thanks for reminder.


#5344

Hi.

I don’t really know what I want out of this. I’m just curious.

I really don’t know too much about the world except what I get to read on the internet and the libraries around here.

My mother was really religious but had to work a lot. My father was never there, so I had to spend a lot of time by myself and had to learn to fight early.

I guess I just want to see how people practicing occult arts actually do it besides what I had to teach myself.

I really don’t know if I practice magik. I would call it mentalism. I seem to be really good at knowing what a person is thinking or feeling, especially if I can touch her/him. I can also get impressions when I pick up things.

I guess that’s about it for my introduction. I hope to learn a lot.


#5346

Hello, im new here. new to all of this actually call me crimson that’s what my allies is because i feel comfortable with that name more so then my birth name. i stumbled upon this website and felt drawn so i decided to join, my fsmily is basicly extremely religious and the kind that forces what they believe down your throat or disowns you condemns you to hell i never agreed to that,i never felt like anyone is better then another or had any right to bother anyone whpm has there own beliefts don’t really have any experience beside the fact i feel like something is drawn to me, something i cant place i was scared a bit but found myself excited at the same time, ive had simular experience for the past few years like someone or something has been calling out to me in my ear dreams and such thought Maybe i was crazy or somethings but ive read some post here and they’ve experienced things like myself i would love some help and guidance in this area. as im a complete newbie, and was looking into lucifism or wicca possibly both draw me :slight_smile: thanks!


#5347

Thank you, and welcome to the BALG forum!