What’s good everyone!
I’ve been on this forum for a while now and finally decided to make an account. The name’s Adam, but you can dm me for my real name haha. I’ve always lived my life to the fullest, like I have this zest for life that not everyone really has, but something deep down in me felt missing. I grew up in a hella religious family where I kinda ended up becoming an atheist because of how skewed my view of the world became. As a kid I used to always be able to lucid dream/astral project and man those were the days I had so much fun. I visited so many places/dimensions and explored almost all the confines of my imagination to my hearts content. But now that I’m older I find that I can’t project as often or at all as before. I’m assuming that there might be an issue with my energy body. I probably gotta cool it on the KBBQ and alc on the low lmao. I’m into fitness so I try to eat as healthy as possible but end up consuming hella meats which probably had an effect on my astral body.
I could describe myself as being really chill and down to earth, I’m like the easiest person you could talk to, trust me. My mind is full of wild thoughts and ideas, yet I’m very logical and analytical, but passionate in the way I portray myself. Anyways, I always pondered about the origin of creation and didn’t really vibe with how religion conveyed the same message “We go to heaven, you’re going to hell!” Nothing could convince me that only a small group of people are allowed into heaven while everyone else isn’t. That’s when I ended up discovering Hermeticism and beginning my journey into magick. Hermeticism just spoke to me on another level, and reading the Kybalion answered almost all the questions I’ve been having about the universe/meaning in life.
Overall, I’m interested in Ars Goetia, Evocation, Invocation, Soul Travel, Sigil Magic, Astral Projection, Ars Theurgia, Planetary Magic, Sephirothic and Qlipothic Pathworking, Simon Necronomicon, Picatrix, Hermeticism, Alchemy, The Veda/Sanskrit mantras - Siddhi mantras, Kriya/Kundalini yoga, Chakras, Meditation, Psychic Vampirism, and Psionics.
My ultimate goal is to find my truth and fully overcome myself, my doubts, and be rid of all my weaknesses/issues holding me back. I hope to have full mastery over my astral senses, where I’ll be able to completely see, hear, and talk to spirits. I have trouble seeing and hearing spirits, but I’m getting a lot better now.
So stoked to spiral out with everyone, feel free to talk to me about anything