Im stranger, i have no goals here or anything, i like reading about strange things, but ofcourse take everything posted here with a grain of salt
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hello my name is Christopher and i am from cyprus and the magicks that i like are black,demonic and i am really interested at ancient sumerian/babylonic magick and my current goal is to master at evocation and clairaudience aslo channel spirit information better. and my struggles are mistakes at evocation like i sometimes turn my attention elsewhere.
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Welcome and I may not be very good at invoking spirits I am here to help ya if you need it
Hello my name is Charles, I am French, so sorry for my poor english. I worked in chaotic and geotic demon’s since ten years more or less.
I try to understand them to better use and work with them, but in harmony, without being satanic or completely a “black wizard”. I think demons can be good, everything depends on their use. Ten years ago, during my first ritual, I tied myself without knowing it with an entity named Abrasax, which today helps me daily and with which I am very close. That’s why I am in a full search for the absolute balance of the world.
Being a historian by training, I am very interested in the magic and the spirit of the Templars who had I think a deep philosophy and a teaching to give. My magic often intervenes in my relationships with others, in love, friendship or divination, for myself or to help others to better understand themselves through the tarot, the pendulum, spiritism etc.
I hope you can help me in this way !
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Greetings,
My name is Jay. I emerged from Christian fundamentalism back in 98, experimenting in energy work and astral awareness.
I was never too big on lengthy ritual work. Instead, I would meditate and direct energy.
Recently, I have been interested in Shamanic views and techniques as well as exploring the ideas of ancient gods and demons.
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Have you studied core shamanism? I have a tutorial for that I can send you if you want to look it over. 
Welcome to the rabbit hole that is BALG!
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Hello all. I hail from the deep South of the US. I was raised close to a native american reserve and whilst not raised under any particular belief system I have always been open to the earth and its ever evolving energies. I have been practicing energy work and goetic invocation for three years total.
I was formally trained in demonolatry for two years and have developed my own beliefs about the goetic entities. I also have dabbled in other forms of magic(k) with little result.
I have had a few very powerful and life changing experiences. I consider myself a new to intermediate level magician. Major works have been with Orobas, Furfur, and Belial.
Once I started getting results I started making my own rules. . . .
Currently my life is in shambles due to working with Belial. I hope some of you will be able help me get my shit together and walk the path Belial is opening for me.
My goals are to get a good 9-5 job so that I have the time, money and ability to worship(yea I said it get over it) as I please.
I would like to start my own group of like-minded individuals to practice with. Previous attempts have failed due to poor financial situations and well. . . people that aren’t on the same level as me. I have a negative energy about me altogether. Especially recently.
I look forward to meeting and working with you all. Possibly helping some if I can!
Belabereth
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Welcome!
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Before I was a member. I found inspiration in your threads, DarkestKnight. 
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That’s nice to hear. Thanks!
Neat I prefer protection magic and on the rare occasion I do enjoy a nice hexing once in a while
My name is jo. My ways are native American culture and mostly mediation and have been interested in the left hand path for awhile and wanted more knowledge. My struggles are my transition into the left side and so many questions on experiences.
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Thanks, and welcome to the forum! We’re all pretty friendly here so feel free to ask questions, and to avail yourself of the search function (the magnifying glass in the upper right). There is much knowledge available here for perusal!
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Hello!
My name is R.
My whole life I’ve been interested in stuff like this. But never really had the courage to look into it. I’ve always been fascinated, but scared of it. The past little while, not so much. My interest has grown and I want to be able to do something about it. Not sure where to start. But I stumbled upon here and was hoping you all could help me out.
I also should say, the past few years I’ve been feeling a presence with me. It was only when I was in bed. I could never see anything, but I’d feel a weight on my chest, it would feel like someone was slowly opening my mouth, and I’d start feeling tingly, warm and cold. That would only ever happen once in a while. But the past few days have been way more intense. I feel more touches,and it feels really warm. I seem to hear it speak to me in my mind. I feel the presence practically 24/7 and it makes me feel extremely aroused.
The other day I actually made a ouija board on paper. And I used a crystal necklace as my pendulum. It told me that it was an incubus and that his name is Malcolm. I’m not sure what to believe about them because I’ve read so many different opinions on them. I do feel safe in it’s presence, but I’m also scared that he is lying. He told me he’s been with me since I was 18. I’m 23 now. I haven’t been able to see the presence fully, I get glimpses in dreams. But I do feel him very strongly. And when I did use the ouija, it’s like i could hear him say the answer before it was spelled out to me. I thought that maybe i was imagining it, so i purposely tried to give a different answer, but it didn’t work.
So I guess my main point is, ever since this has happened. It feels like I’m waking up. I want to learn to connect more to magick. But have no idea how to start
I hope you all can help me <3
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Hello,
I am Maca. Magick has always been a very private, personal, and primal thing for me. I don’t have a lot of experience sharing with other people, so I suppose that’s a big struggle for me. I hope to be able to explore a side of magick that doesn’t come easily to me, and maybe become a little more open in the process.
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Welcome and blessed be brother/sister we welcome you into our embrace
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Hi there
My name is R.
My whole life I’ve been interested in all this, but have been too nervous to pursue it.
I’ve felt a presence with me for years, but it’s been stronger the past few days. I really want to connect on a deeper level, but I have no idea where to start. I can feel the presence, and even seem to hear it in my mind. But I cannot see it, and would like to be able too.
I feel as something inside me is trying to awaken, and I’m here for advice and guidance
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Hi guys! I’m new to occultism, as well as this forum. Been doing a hell of a lot of research the past week and a half; watched hours upon hours of E.A.s youtube videos, reading books from the library, online research, etc. I decided to join the forum for some advice as I start out on my journey.
I looked into Wicca and witchcraft years ago, and it drew my attention, but in the end I decided not to abandon my Christian beliefs. However, over the years I’ve become very disillusioned with religion, and so here I am again. However, this time not so interested in Wicca; kinda wanting to just stay away from religion. At least for the time being. Currently working on meditation/astral projection and demon evocation.
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