Hi names Jacob just started about a month ago and I’m interested in dragonian
Hi all new members, I hope everyone enjoys themselves and find what they are looking for. I’m still quite a newbie considering, but feel free to message 
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Hi everyone,
My name is Cassandra, and I have my own perspective on the religion spectrum. I’m open to all sorts of magick and don’t want to limit myself into anything right now. I will always consider myself an eternal student, learning from other people and trying to avoid the pitfalls of dogma.
I’ve been a follower of the boards for a while now and I just haven’t made an account. I struggle with being able to connect to the divine and constantly struggle with doubting my experiences and intuition. Eventually, I will work through these things.
Thanks, for listening to me ramble
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I am 50 yrs old. I currently live in Atlanta GA.
Although on October 21 I was all packed up and at the airport for my New Life Move to the Island of Malta in the middle of the Mediterranean sea. That was until the flight to get me to Orlando where my official itinerary began, was delayed by 2 hrs and caused me to miss the flight, which triggered all remaining flights to cancel. YES I KNOW.
IT SUCKS. LUCKILY I have a flexible living situation and am self-employed.
On to the subject of Magic and sorcery and divination. First off. My mama is/was a.Wild Woman of the hippy/witchy type, in this lifetime and many more.
I have Been herbing and natural healing my whole life. So I have always been highly intuitive and spiritually aware and I have been hanging out in the metaphysical stores my entire life, but no structured practice or training. I never embraced anything fully.
Except unrequited love and unavailable men!!! Then I hang on for dear life!!! Nothing is going to get me away from you!!! Committed beyond anything rational or reasonable. 
Hopefully stepping into my Truly Badassery Bitch Power template will put an end to all of that foolishness!!! Or a Love affair with an incubus or demon 
of the sexual nature. *yes I read the threads. Another Clue I have been resisting. 
I don’t like indoctrination into One way of thinking/being/doing things. I am a commingler of many different styles, schools, theories, systems. Don’t judge me!!!
I got AQUARIUS/LEO/GEMINI ISSUES. no earth in my chart. GYPSY blood.Moved 50+ times. No furniture since 2005 
I am praying it won’t get me into too much trouble over here in the Demon realms. 
Please keep me grounded if necessary or at least warned. 
I come from a long matrilineal line of Sexually Expressed Women so the Energetic Imprint I carry is That of Kali/Sekhmet/Lilith/Babylon/sacred whore/High Priestess of the ancient sex Temples vein.
TANTRA/Sex magic are my innate practices (minimal training) and what opened me up to the journey I have been on since 2011.
Although I was told downloaded “Vibration of Creation” ie orgasmic energy was the missing piece not being taught in LOA trainings…Googled sexual Energy manifestation and found Tantra/sex magic and Jujumama/Progressive love
First official magic/ritual-diety experience was in 2011 within H/Kemetic order and Gods/Goddesses divination/Oracle cards and solar/lunar cycles phases for specific purposes to create outcomes.
I am a trained Massage Therapist-Energy Worker and Tantric Alchemist…transmutation of the darkest traumatic Energies. . I swear in the trenches Shadow Work is where I thrive. I am not gonna leave you there alone unless you chose it.
So its time to stop playing with the Love and Light BS and get down and dirty with the other side of the spectrum.
*I also had an awakening in mid July that showed me the insidious nature of “the Darkness” i.e.Patriarchy and how could that force create Love/Light/heaven religion…
Hum??? It’s all Reversed. *book topic
Plus I embodied this sadomasochistic slave girl entity who was running my life for the last 8 years. Twin flame/soulmate fuckery of the monumental kind. My whole life philosophy and foundation came crashing down around me that day. Still piecing my reality back together day by day. *book topic
Had to trace it back to an argument with my mom 2010 (called her the most ungrateful person I ever met) and this “demonic/dark heavy” Energy left her body and entered mine and that’s been blinding me to reality. it has been removed. She was cloaked as my inner child. *book topic.
Back story:
Since my 20s or most of my recollection in this lifetime I naturally fell into the "NEW Age/Spirituality and didn’t even believe in “Evil or Devil or demonic forces” primarily because I knew it was all created for fear and intimidation purposes by Christian church. I have an issue with that. But my mom sure talked about demons and such in her life. I used to shut down the whole conversation when she would bring up the Devil/Bible stuff…cause I didnt believe it existed. She had lots of trauma and addiction and abusive relationships.
2017 I took my first Practical/planetary Magic Course “Influence” by Carolyn Elliott…purely to learn Existential kink as a shadow integration technique.
I am also a trained Sensual BDSM Healing Domme and Existential Kink was just what I needed to explore. Plus…i got lots of "evidence of wanting is having " shit to clear out/blind spots sadomasochistic tendencies (didn’t know about the entity then)
So this was my official beginning of formal witching with rituals and offerings and Spell casting and using conjuring oils and candles and channeling intuitively into the Energy of situation, mojo bags and alters to planetary energies (jujumama we had alters for the phase of the sun/moon cycles).
My first introduction to American/European magic traditions Kabalist/esoteric/Alister Crawley exposure or to see how it merged with the Egyptian/hermetic thoth teachings in already trained in.
I still don’t fully invest in any of the systems…to the point of studying all the elements/Energies/deities or daily routines/schedules to remember Monday is Moon-day…Tuesday is Mars-day…etc. it’s actually in there I can pull it out when I need to. But I could never remember to give Jupiter his meal on Thursday or what he desired etc.
Everything with me is intuitive and guided by the in the moment impulse to engage or perform an action. I can’t be bothered by the phrase of the moon…if it’s waning or waxing and do I need increasing energy or decreasing energy for my spell…when I have the insite to do a ritual/spell/chant/speak in spritual tongues, I don’t put it all on hold for 2 weeks until the moon is aligned. SMH
I did manage to light incense daily and still do. And instinctively know when it’s a full or a new moon nearby.
I have since taken her Liminal magic (Dare) this was fun…the order of the sphinx. MOST MAGICAL SELF activation, Octerine Energy. Web of influence. Synovial strips. Crossroads spells and activated orginal Ruins. and Force of Nature (advanced EK plus higher level kabbalaist teachings) but can’t even tell you what each week was about. In FON due to a little witchy feather ruffling in the beginning (an very active contributer blocked me) so I joined group.witj another profile so I wasn’t consistent with the work.
The messages have been coming for the last 3 years. I investigate. try somethings and then retreat. yes growing up in the deep south had an influence even in all my protesting of it not. Which I am currently grappling with and will probably continue to for some time.
Combine that with this empath/codependent template I took on at a young age as the Oldest child with a traumatized mother ie bipolar/adhd/not present as a parent much that I had to take care of along with myself and my little brother…recipe for Over caring and not Much Kill them Bitches mentality.
I still have a challenge with it because I see everyone’s trauma is the cause of their problems/dysfunctional emotions and coping skill deficiencies, especially men and our current system of masculinitising boys.
And I know I have to be balanced in order to be fully prepared and engaged in all aspects of life and the work I am here to do with men. I have to be prepared and equally equipped to protect and defend myself and my family and hold safe space for my clients to transmute their stuck, angry, rage, hate, guilt, shame and traumatic experiences safely.
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Hi everyone My name is Susannah and i’m very new to the LHP. I’m a stay at home homeschooling mother of 4 and very happily married to my amazing husband. I don’t have any specific goals here except to learn everything I can. I will be doing my very first invocation soon, probably within days. I want to really get good at divination so I practice with my tarot deck daily.
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Welcome! 
I made a really simple guide to evocation, you can bolt on most other systems on top, as needed, but it also stands in its own right:
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Welcome! you look absolutely stunning, enjoy the forum
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Thanks so much, I will certainly give this a read
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Thank you for the lovely compliment
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Welcome to the forum. What tarot decks do you have? Be careful as they can be addictive and before you know it you’ll have 20 decks LOL.
Whats your favorite spread?
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am new to this stuff anyone got any tips to summon a demon that grants me to be more confident, brave, and fearless? no bad demons please or a demon that gives good advice to health of my physical body? i am not a satanist or a mage witch or any of that stuff. am i able to summon a demon if am not any of those? i heard some powerful good demons require loads of experience to summon or requires you to be a mage, witch, warlock etc… let me know what demon is perfect for me to summon this will be my 1st summons i do not want to start in a bad foot with him/her, any extra tips or advice would help like what not to say or what certain questions not to say or any items that a particular demon would appear more often to. only good/friendly demons no life harming ones thank you. one more thing to add what are the downside to summon any demon? can they turn on you in any time, if you summon one demon does that mean you sold you’re soul? am sorry i just want to know an be safe with what i do i heard this could be a dangerous thing if not dont right.
Hello. Im very new to all of this but it still feels like “home” somehow. My name’s hannah. Raised in a christian home, but i figured theres more… im not sure my goals; i want to figure out who the spirits that visit me at night are and connect to them on a deeper level. I just long to learn and practice as much as i have capasity for.
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Welcome
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Welcome to the forum. Any magickal background at all or completely new?
Can I ask your age?
I like that your on a journey and you come across fearless 
- also i’m completely new.
Awesome, looking forward to reading your posts.
So any ideas yet who visits you at night?
I know you mentioned spirit, but I’m sensing demon LOL
I’ve no idea yet.
Hey there, finally doing an intro I’m Astrid
this is my current incarnation 
I’m into all magick. I consider myself a chaote because I’ll use whatever works or whatever I feel called to and I’m able to shift my paradigm pretty quickly which I always thought was a flaw till I discovered the power of my ability to believe with my whole being and disregard those beliefs when they no longer fit the path I am pursuing.
Through the years I went from growing up indoctrinated to becoming an atheist, realizing I was totally denying my essence, then exploring many religious and spiritual practices. I found the power of the left hand path, the dark, damnation, and total liberation through this path…
needless to say, I haven’t looked back.
I’m a complete knowledge junky and want to learn and experience as much as possible in this lifetime.
I don’t really have any goals right now except to work through the black witch and learn the daemonic tongue that Enoch has channeled. Other than that, I’m kinda open to the surprise and short term goals that spring up. I’m unattached to my desires right now because I’m not completely sure how many of them are from a place of scarcity mindset or programming. I guess my biggest goal is to allow myself to be fully consumed by the dark and become a vessel in which the dark grid totally dismantles the false light grid while allowing the manifestations of my most epic life to simply occur. I have a general direction that I’m heading in but It seems like for me, the less I plan, the more amazing things that I couldn’t even imagine for myself transpire.
My biggest struggle at this point is going from being a public figure with a business designed to help people build businesses from their passion through inner alchemy, to burning that down to pursue my own thirst for deeper meaning and truth in solitude this year. I can’t not be public- there’s a specific alchemical process in creating content for me, in helping people to remember who the fuck they are- I’m just uncertain of how I’d like to continue that without selling myself out by continuing to teach from the matrix because it’s what I know they want. Radical truth telling… I guess that’s the struggle.
I’m looking forward to getting to know you guys
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Hi, I only have one deck right now, the Cosmic tarot deck. I like the Celtic cross spread. Although a lot of the time i just do a 3 card spread.
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Hi
Welcome
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