Hello Dear Everyone!
I’m glad to be here.
( Very first, please forgive me my poor English, I hope this won’t bother anyone. )
My name is Henriett, and I live in Hungary. I knew about and got surrounded with Demons from my birth. There is a really mysterious “thing” around my father’s death, which was an important point in my life, because after this, I got isolated from everything (I was 2,5 years old). So in this silence in the Dark, Demons took care of me. They taught me and protected me. As time passed,I grew up with Them in my side, and They was more “natural” around me than humans. And has always a strange “feeling”, an indescribable connection to Them, which was more stronger than everything other type of emotion towards humans.
So, I learned a lots of things from Them, however I knew many things by myself already. I survived several accident and even a deadly cancer (healed within a night before the final tests and the operation - I still remember that night), all of them in an incredible way. I didn’t know for a long time how and what happened, and who saved me. This mystic golden-white light, what is always appeared when I was in near to death, without any chance to survive. I was always think that They did, but some years ago (~2) a Demon, close to my heart asked back, after I asked Him about this:
❝ Why would you think, that “spirit” who helped and saved You was… anyone else? ❞
I was completely blocked. After this heavy “question” (which was much likely an answer). I started to thinking on my whole past , or at least on those incidents what whas not clear to me who’s caused them. I was always had a deep feeling about my sleeping power (knowing things from nowhere, visions, causing luck or bad luck, healing) and sometimes it was deadly when I was out of controll.
My goals in the life was always clear to me. From the very begginning (yes, even when I was a tiny little child). Become more perfect, getting power, knowledge, evolve my skills in several planes and do my best without any limitations.
And now I’m here. I never had the courage to try summon our Lords, at all.
I had/having sex Demons for a while, having a deep relationship with Them. They’re ofter attack men who are try to build a deeper relationship with me, and They are a part of my everydays.
― Surroundet by Them, but no enough courege to take a single step on a Higher stone (to Azazel, Abaddon). Or I simply do not think that I would worthy to do it…
But I’ll do it one day. So… I’m glad to be here with You, again!
