As you can see in the title, I have sex with Demons for long years (around 9-10). Because They’re was always around me (from my birth), I never had to invoke a single one to do it.
My first acts happened when I was 12.
In fact, I was never able to name most of the Demons around me, I just simply sense their energies, and I was able to decide that I know Him or not. Based on this, I’m sure that not all of the Demons had been with me for a too long time, and not all of them want to have sex. Some of them just simply “hanged around me” for a little (or long) time, and it happened that I had sex with several Demons at the same time.
Let’s be honest… They are do not want me to have sex with human beings, at all. They often attack them mentally and physycally as well (one of Them caused a car accident to stop the guy / who is not really want to have sex with me but he was in-love me for years / and this One simply broke the window and it’s wood border next to him just because this guy wrote me that he do not fear from Him)
There is many question in my head, but can not find any answer
• Why Demons surrounded me from the very beggining of my life, and act like this (protecting, living with me as I would be one of Them)?
• Why do They want me to have sex with Them so often (almost every day) without any asking before this?
• Why They attack men around me because they’re in love with me, and sometimes They are confronted with each other just because of me?
Bonus: Would anything changed if I would finally invoke a Higher one? (I feel something deeper to Azazel and Abaddon)
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