Hi I’m claire. I’m 28
I am from germany and I’d rather not tell my real name.
I like to read about things about black magic but usually ask for advice. I am not really into learning I stumbled on across this forum and I’ve been a silent reader since 4 or 5 years.
And Idk if I am off topic or not but I am currently (more like been since early 2021) struggling with a very scary and stressful situation and I didn’t get any help for it at all. It’s about energy stalkers or online stalkers, who are using either psychic powers, magic or mind control tools against me (the person once said they are hypnotizing me) (I doubt it) so at first in the early on was this neighbor talking to me trough psychic/telepathy (I could hear him he spoke to me/tormented me/mentally r@ped and used gaslightning making me a victim he also mentally tortured me forcing the truth out of me giving me headaches he could read in my mind if i was lying like a true intention spell or kind of magic. I also screamed out of nowhere etc. I am not schizophrenic this person was trying to make me mentally ill/questioning my reality/sanity so I heard him talking to me and that was the last day of me being myself my memories where gone my life was cut short I was suffering with amnesia and memory blockages. I was so scared that i reseted my phone and all precious things, playlists, contacts, and pictures were erased and so my memories with it.
He applied pressure like on me talking to him to control and to manipulate me (cutting me off/silencing me my tongue muscle/forhead area was really hurting so he could brainwash me annoyed not letting me finish a sentence in my head. And not now more like since 4 months since “the voices stopped” (not since then more earlier back then) I’ve got a monotone closed offish personality (“gifted too and me having !my freedom back”) (it wasn’t myself/feels like not myself it goes perfectly and reminds me of me losing the grip/touch of reality from being tortured mentally. So it drove me so insane today. I think it’s a female neighbor who has a grudge on me playing with me mentally (she doesn’t talk but she plays with my emotions/stalks me online like a energy sucking vampire like he/she plays with my tarot reading she can change my energy and my personality/ he or she (magician idk) doesn’t like it when I am myself, they make me bling and poof memory gone. The color red and black call me to them and behind it is a evil spirit i think satan he is evil so good is evil and evil is good kinda thing. I have nightmares and evil beings being there at night stalking me and them interfering in my dreams. I think i am being manipulated by a hypno/mind control/magician or psychic one is sucking my energy and the other likes to make me their victim like controlling my body and spirit like a evil psychopath would do. This stalker knows my name, face etc. And theyr’e doing it on purpose after they got me soft like candy wraped around their finger They bully me my behavior/appearance trough energy/screen monitor (my phone and other devices) Idk who this might be since 3 years (I sound crazy but people like us who are affected by this know
its real and that it happens “yes in your head” they are anonymous.
So i have this question how can this be what is this? And why are they doing this to me? I’m suffering so much from this
How can this be solved? Does someone know? I Need help please
I want this removed!
I would be glad if someone’s helping me thnx! <3
You can address me as “CA”. I’m from Russia. The main branch of my practice is Chaos Magic, or I could call it “Drowning in the Abyss”. In addition to this I practice both Klipotic and Sephirotic magic, and work with the energies of the Kimbanda. All these practices allow me to strengthen the astral body by augmenting it with copies of the patterns I have learned.
I discover for myself and in the future for others the vastness of the Abyss; those energies that are under the structure of Tiamat.
Contacting different spirits and Gods, I gradually collect data about their manifestations, “personalities”, different practices for realization of the most intimate and unnatural desires.
In the future I plan to finish my own grimoire, devoid of the limitations of this or that tradition when interacting with spirits.
I have been practicing for about three months, while studying various occult literature to increase my level of understanding and theoretical background, understanding where a particular tradition comes from and how it is practiced.
I’m sorry @Kurdan_elNegro but please do your intro in English. It is a rule of this forum that all posts must be in English as it is the common language used here and helps to facilitate moderation.
Hello boys and girls, my name is Walter, I live in Argentina for the moment, then it will be seen which country welcomes me. Well, I tell you, I arrived at the trail about a year and a half ago, due to circumstances in which I thought I was in. being attacked through magic, since everything had turned upside down. I met a sorcerer and black magician who, after the cleansing, guided me to make my alliances with Lucifer and Satan, he taught me certain aspects of low magic, and also certain aspects of high magic. This person owns a Facebook group, which has very good information for those who are beginning to walk this path. After a while I was invited as a moderator and finally as an administrator of that group. When I started to manage and I was able to see what the statistics were, the reach numbers in terms of the publications made in it, I came to the conclusion that in a group where there are more than 15,000 members, (and of which a maximum 15 or 20), it is because something was wrongly focused. I saw that the group was full of profiles that contributed absolutely nothing, that in fact were there to copy the information and take it to other groups, (which is not bad in itself, but it seems to me that something should also be contributed). In short, I decided to change this, and the quickest way was to do a good cleaning, an issue on which we could not agree, since it was considered that the number of members should be above the quality or quantity of contributions that they do. And I left, I’m left alone on the road, but that’s how it’s supposed to be, right?
Well, I have some experience with low magic rituals, such as prosperity, dominions, cleansing and protection, I can design my own rituals following the correspondences. I am working to reach the first Qlipha, I am also interested in the path of the 9 guardians shown by EA and therefore I am also looking to connect with Belial. I have done rituals of invocation to various demons, male and female of the goetia but I have not achieved anything more than a certain telepathic communication. Following EA’s suggestions, in which it recommends focusing on three fundamental aspects for the ascent, such as: (divination, evocation and soul journey), I have gone out to seek information and contact with those who have ever found themselves in this part of the way, to learn from them. I have a work plan (because I like to think that I’m not wandering around without knowing what to do) and it consists of five aspects: Defense and protection, prosperity and abundance, and the three that EA recommends, divination, evocation and journey of the soul. I am adjusting to this so I can move forward on the path. Without further ado, yours sincerely!
Hello Claire,
I once had a similar issue with too many voices in my head. Clearing my psychic space with protection mantras, cleansing my chakras, and also exercise can help here. Also I’m sure the BALG protection magic book could help, but I’ve not read it yet ( planning to soon ).
Hi! I’m Amari and I’m new to BALG and magic in general. My grandfather was a babalawo who practiced Santeria. Like others I have tried little spells here and there in the past couple years. I have only succeeded once in making an old bully contact me and apologize. I have signed up to learn anything I can to give myself the ideal life.
Hi! I’m Garry, a middle aged dude who’s been involved with magick for a few years. I’m a bit of a scatter brain, so I never get myself organized within the rat race of life to progress well enough or daily rituals out of my magick. I always just get to it eventually. I’m hoping that by participating online, I will become more involved in the process.
Apologies for my vagueness. I am from the UK. Groundskeeper, as in Groundskeeper Willie, might give you a clue to which part of the UK I am actually from.
I got into magick via the Gallery of Magick, and I still mostly use their work. Given that they provide opportunities for both left and right paths, I leave myself open to both.
As for magical interest, this is partly why I am here. I’ve never really honed in on a particular area. I have used magick for health (physical and mental), financial, romantic, and social purposes. I’ve had successes in all to some extent. However, I have this yearning that I’m wasting my time and should be delving deeper and working harder as opposed to just focusing on the materialistic.
Returning member. My username was Becca and I was on the forum in 2019 (?) until 2021 where I left to focus on my life. I’m coming back now. Haven’t evoked any demon during that time. I’m from the UK. I don’t really know what else to say tbh
Hiii! I am not comfortable to introduce myself with my real name, so i’ll kindly ask you to call me ,Britney". I am currently living in Romania, and no, English is not my first language(please forgive my grammar mistakes). I am 15. I don’t have experience with spells or talking to deities/demons/angels etc. I am currently figuring out my path, so i am confused about religion. I like to belive in all these, but also that God exists.(if u have ANY advice,please reply).
I have never ever interacted in a forum, i really thought these things don’t exist anymore, as social media has taken over.
I am in a complicated relationship with school and my parents. I would like to manifest/make a love spell on a guy but I’m scared it would backfire. I want to make more money to be independet from my parents( i can’t legally work rn, but i signed up for volunteering!). I like learning about such things, it almost seems like I always go back to magic related topics.
If u have ANY advice for me, or ,tutorials/instructions " please feel free to message me. I am trying my best to figure this platform out, with all it’s guidelines, because truly, I find it fascinating!(i found it in a Tiktok comment section). Thank you for giving time to my rambling!
Greetings everyone and Infernal Blessings! I’ve had this account for about two years now but never did get around to properly introducing myself to you all due to some workings I have had in progress ever since right after I created this account. I’m Creelin. No, this isn’t my real name as I don’t feel comfortable sharing that on the internet. But here are the basics about me:
Currently residing in Florida (USA)
33 years old, male
In an open relationship (although lately I rarely have time to pursue the “open” part of this truly beautiful relationship lol)
I’ve been practicing the occult arts for about 17 years now, but am about 3 years strong on the LHP.
Belial is my patron, as well as the first Demon I’ve ever worked with (technically that would actually be Azazel, but that’s another story for another day).
At present, I plan to primarily utilize this forum as more or less a…“record” of my works and experiences (if you will). However, I do expect to learn from others here as well as share my own knowledge. Looking forward to this interesting journey! AVE BELIAL REX!!!
. I am currently living in Romania, and no, English is not my first language(please forgive my grammar mistakes). I am 15. I don’t have experience with spells or talking to deities/demons/angels etc. I am currently figuring out my path, so i am confused about religion. I like to belive in all these, but also that God exists.(if u have ANY advice,please reply).