hello everyone. my name is Elena. I’ll tell you my story briefly. all my life I have been haunted by magic and esotericism. I was a terrible skeptic. until one day on my birthday I bought runes. Last year, on Samhain, Hel offered to be her guide here in this world. I was in shock. I thought it was a dream. but no, those who stood nearby and watched what was happening, such as an extinguished torch lit up. The naming ceremony took place on Ostara. but the puzzle did not add up to the end. I started working with the dead and in the cemetery. but something was wrong. my powerful transformation was underway. I understood that there was no fire in me. and I was led to the demons. I will not forget my first demonic meditation to Azazel, when I was burned and resurrected in nov. the streams that began to spill over my body. over time, it broke me. From a soft person, I turned into a person with a strong core. my speech became confident. I am happy to join you. since, it may be weird or not. my first book I read about magic is called “malicious magic” at that time I did not remember the author, but more than a year has passed and now I have the book “Azazel, the grimoire of the damned” in my hands. I’m back to where it all started in full acceptance. Now I have just started to open up in full force.
The Book of Azazel is excellent, great choice
Welcome to the forum!
Azazel is the first demon I work with. I’m sorry my English may not be so good
Hello Elena welcome. Nice to have you here.
thanks. I am also very pleased to be here
So…what, exactly, do you practice, and how long have you been practicing?
Do you follow any specific system or tradition?
What are your areas of interest?
hello everyone in this beautiful forum, I’m Furor and I write from Italy. I will be 35 on Christmas night. I have been reading this forum for a long time, after a really difficult period in my life, where I have been away from magic and the spiritual, as always happens in my life, magic has returned to make itself felt. it’s always been a constant for me, every time I get away from magic, something always happens that calls me back, as if I had no way out. and I love magic, but I’m confused, I’m always pulled to one side or another, many and many things seem to want to attract my attention to pull me to their side without anything satisfying me, nothing making me shine. I also have low self-esteem, always, and this is my big limitation in daily life and in the spiritual path. I practiced various types of magic, that’s why I thought I could call myself a chaos sorceress, I was a Christian, for a while I thought I had suffered a curse that I had to break with an exorcism given to me by an Orthodox father of the Russian church, I was very disappointed from Christian worship, I practiced demonic conjuring which I remember very fondly, with Marbas, Belial, and Lilith, who helped me at one particular moment but then I went on my own way again. not long ago I had a meeting with a person who practices African magic, lately I’ve been very interested in voodoo and that magical system, in short, a mess. many things, too many things that become nothing in practice. I’m lost. but maybe one piece at a time I’ll be able to build the big picture of a bright life, I want it. it will be an honor and a pleasure to speak with you all, see you soon!
I started with the basics of shamanism, the Northern tradition, cemetery magic. because culture is close to me. now I’m starting to open up in demonology. Let’s say I study and practice what I’m interested in. at the moment, having accepted my shadow, I want to plunge more and more into the dark world.
And how long have you been practicing?
Demonology or demonolatry? One is the study of demons and their lore, and one is the religious worship of demons.
So, what, exactly, do you practice, and how long have you practiced?
Do you have experience in any specific systems or traditions?
I am a beginner of 1.5 years. but a quantum leap was made
it is the study of demons and their knowledge. I do not bow to anyone religiously. but I treat all forces with respect. I have excellent results.
I started to open up to magic when I was very young, between ups and downs I have therefore been practicing for 20 years…My constant practices are the traditional ones of my land, they are rural practices that can be defined as green or natural magic, therefore herbs, animals, powders, very similar to hoodoo I think. I used to read tarot cards but I find it easier to use intuition. I don’t follow any religion or cult, I’ll take what works, otherwise I thank and move on. I am currently interested in contact with the spirits of the dead and African magic, if I have the opportunity I will speak in a discussion of this meeting I had. I think I have had many successes with the manifestation, with the magic of the seals, with the rituals invented and adapted by me. I follow my instincts. As I said, a little bit of everything. I hope over time to be able to present myself better, thanks to all.
Ive been practicing binding and banishing magic for almost seven years, using seals, rocks and swords, knives or anything made of steel.
Nothing related to a cult, religion or something like that, more like taking from here, a bit from that and making my own thing.
My current area of interest are the “demonic” world, because in my search for God I only found lies and fallacies, the truth I asked for is in this path, there is no doubt about it.
Hope this answers works for you.
I am Ayaan From India. I am a witch. I belong from Hindu family but having no problem to practice with other deities and Beings.
I work with Kali Ma as well As Shiva. I am Grey witch. White magic’ and dark magic are nothing but only Perception of Human understanding- that’s what i think.
So happy to be here.
Hi all!!! My name is Madison but you can call me Lilith. I am 23 years young and dropped out of college because nothing satisfied me. My initial major was Philosophy and as you can imagine, I wondered down the rabbit hole until I discovered a little sub-genre of sorts called Occult Philosophy. Living in the bible belt was and is still not easy at all for me. I was hesitant to bring the Occult Philosophy topic up to my Professors. I guess you can say that my knowledge wasn’t quenched enough.
My family has a very strong religious background. My grandma is an avid Baptist and my Mom and Stepdad are both religious fanatics as well. I wasn’t satisfied with just going along with what the preacher said. I was always the one who questioned if God is truly real or not. My family could not give me a straightforward answer and neither could the preacher.
One thought that came to me when I was 13 was that since the most sadistic and evil people can do wrong on Earth and not believe in God until they’re about to be executed on Death Row, why do they suddenly demand forgiveness and God just automatically lets them into Heaven? By that logic, Hell does not exist and neither does Heaven. There can’t be good without evil. The Yin and Yang fall apart. So what are we left with now?
I have always gone against the religious grain in the sense that I questioned God’s true motives. If god really is all-powerful, all-knowing, and truly Omnipotent, then why hasn’t he stopped all the bad things from happening? Couldn’t he just let the Earth be filled with joy and Happiness instead of Hunger and Evil?
I really didn’t give magick a second-look until one year ago when I was diagnosed with Stage 2 Non-Hodgkins Lymphoma. The ER doctors found over 15 tumors on my liver. They didn’t think that I would make it to Christmas of 2021. Regardless, I have encountered death multiple times through suicidal attempts because of my mental illness issues as well as Cancer.
The magick that I’m interested in is The Left-Handed Path. Particularly Black Magick & The Qliphoth as well as the Tree of Death and the 22 Tunnels. I also like any Black Magick having to do with the Necronomicon and Daemons. I want to learn all that I can on those subjects to become a true and better Ascendent God-like version of myself. I want to be truly reborn and refreshed.
My current struggles are mental illness. I currently have diagnosed Bipolar Depression, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Autism Spectrum Disorder, and ADHD. I sought out this thread because throughout my whole life, I have let my Mental Illnesses get the best of me. I want to learn how to truly love and embrace myself for who I am.
Where are you from?
Do you have any practical experience in magick?
If so, what, exactly, do you practice, and how long have you practiced?
Do you follow any specific system or tradition?
If you don’t have any experience, what areas of magick are you interested in learning more about?
I am from Texas, USA. I have not had any practical experience in Magick whatsoever. I am very new. I am very interested in learning more about Black Magick and all it has to offer. I plan to enroll in the courses and buy all of the books on the BecomeaLivingGod website. I’m currently saving up some money right now.
Take a look at our tutorials section. There is much there that can get you started.
Ok. Thank you!!