Aloha my friends.
I honestly donāt know where to start.
I was raised in a pretty religious home. I went to Christian school from 1st to 5th. My grandfather was a minster, and there is so much to share about that whole story. But needless to say i was always told i was going to hell if i associated with witchs.
But apparently my dadās mom had tarot cards and a crystal ball and āevil artā when she passed away in the 80s. My moms side was gypsies from south Italy soooo i donāt know.
In my teens i feared things i didnāt understand.
My 20ās to 30s i used hard drugs to be numb.
My 30s to late 30s a shit ton of ego deaths and deep deep conversation with people that i would have once stear clear from.
I have came to the conclusion that i can manifest big events.
I can sometimes hear peopleās thoughts. I am apparently good at blocking mine. Even though i feel like i wear my emotions on a sleeve.
I understand stand things i shouldnāt. But i cant really explain it.
I have cheated death not only myself but breathing life back into 2 people because of my intuition. I have seen demons angels and other spiritual maybe e.t. entities. And i just want to make since of it.
I know there are two sides to this world i have always faired well in the gray area and would like to stay there. But i am sick of not having the pieces to my life and sick of feeling crazy.
So here i am. My intuition has lead me here to strangers. I am so new not only to this but it also took me like 10 minutes to figure out how to post something. So please be kind.
Iāve been practicing for about 3 or 4 yrs and it started out with demonolatry and not much more due to lack of books and self-esteem but last 2yrs Iāve gone away from that and Iāve read as much as possible from Crowley to chaos magick thanks to getting in touch with an old friend whoās got quite the collection of occult/esoteric books so yeah Iām just finding out that Iām much better at that āadvancedā and ceremonial magick stuff than I could ever imagine!
About the other account sorry but I canāt remember it was created several years ago and I have no idea how to find it either, how do we do now?
Thank you for elucidating more upon your experience.
Itās all good. Every so often the system will auto purge inactive accounts, so if it was several years since you logged into it, it is likely already gone.
Hello, Iām new here. I tried to write my hello post by scrolling all the way down to make a thread but apparently it scolls forever haha.
Iām a newbi, just started learning about King Paimon, King Beleth, Duke Zepar & Dantalion.
I hope I can learn alot from this forum as I try to go in this new thing.
Its been hard, very hard at times but still learning.
Iām from Texas but currently I am living in South Korea. I dont have any experience but I have been practicing little over a week. Its been so hard these days but still having hope. I did evocation to King Paimon, King Beleth, Duke Zepar & Duke Dantalion but I am not sure if those spirts heard me or accepted by prayers to them since I dont feel anything yet. I have been reading this forum for about 1 week almost everyday to get familiar with all the practices and knowledge but still many too learn.
The method of evocation I used was just: printing out their sigil with incense and bunch of candles. I read many of your comments that those things are not necessary but what matters is your true thoughts & intentions. I also hand written them 3-4 pages of my prayers to them with request & my promises since I canāt draw very good so I dedicated to them with 3-4 pages of hand written letters. I didnāt follow any specific working systems, itās was just from my own heart on what I wanted to ask them and basically talk to them. Iām still a ne
Greetings.
Thereās not much to me, Iām not a conscious practioner. Yet. Maybe.
Seeker, loner, overthinker, grandmaster procastinator.
A special thanks to @anon97554939 for Luna, what a blessing.
Thank you for existing.
Thanks for the welcome. From South Africa. I would not exactly call my experience practical, discernment is a tough nut as would be expected for a total beginner.
Three months ago I stumbled upon @succupedia website and on impulse preformed the letter of intent. Since then researching demonology, pathworking, alchemy.
A lot of rabbit hole wonderland crazy awakening stuff happened. Or didnāt happen.
Iām not alone anymore. I feel and see things. Or Iām a nutter; hoping not.
Hello everyone! I hope you are well, my name is Fernando and I live in Argentina, a month ago I found this forum by chance and little by little I began to be interested in the world of the occult, I am a student so I cannot do too many things in my home such as altars with large offerings, as well as rituals that I have read in books like Gordon Winterfieldās Demons of Magick, which seem to be really interesting and I hope I can perform one day.
Right now Iām only interested in establishing a connection with Gremory so that he can offer me an improvement in my social environment, forr a week I have listened to this meditation referred to her but I still did not see results.
Athough I havenāt had much success but Iāll keep trying since hope is the last thing lost haha, surely we will be able to get along , have a nice day/night
Hi so Iām new and I donāt have a magick name
Iām Megan Iām 24 and Iām from Singapore
I am a very casual practicer
I have amulets in Thai Buddhism and I was born a catholic but I guess Iām more eclectic cause I also read some tarot and practise a little bit but nothing more than cord breaking and whispering my anger into sour and hex jars.
Iām here to both learn and hire because Iāve got some complicated situations and I need stronger magic than Iāve got and/or know about. Situations to do w my criminal court case, my ex etc.
So if anyone knows how to go back in time etc or can help me fix my life and mental health hmu sorry I hope Iām not being ridiculous
Hello everyone!
Iām Iga. I started with some magician area more than 1 year ago, when I wanted find a receipe for my ex back. I was trying work with Goetia spirits and few other things like jar or candles with wishes I was working with some woman, but I donāt know, maybe she is fraud or she hasnāt any relationship with any demon. I canāt do good course for his (my ex) new relationship and to get our contact again⦠I still looking for some spells to make my dream come true, but while doing that I really like magic and it is interesting for me. I tried make some friendship with Bune and I think that Bune helped me few times with money etc. What a pity, that Bune doesnāt help with love
Iām not fluent in English, so sorry for that.
Hi Iām Hematite, an asian chaotic witch whoās interested in the occult, pop culture magick and energy work. English is not my first language so sorry if my grammar sucks sometimes. Iām currently studying chaos magick and I really want to know more about energy work (for some reason I canāt find any book or good information source online about this topic). Iām mainly following the hellenic pantheon but recently Iāve also started to do Egregore worship. Anyways Iām looking forward to talking to people and learning new stuff!
Hello. Iām 20 years old man. I have made some progress in magic. I work with spirits and use astral projection. I have made great progress in kundalini. I donāt like talking too much about myself. I wish you all success in self-development.