I will write it again now so that my brothers and sisters will understand better.
My name is Falk, it’s a boring name, but this is my name, I’m 34 years old.
I live in Germany, it is a country where spirituality is very low and is rather called a hoax.
I am clairvoyant for a man and sometimes have visions that come and go that I cannot influence.
I was 24 at the timeYears very religious and studied all religions and all suras and psalms to please God, I developed an ambition to be the best to get love and recognition when other people avoid you and are not able to love me.
At that time I was very dissatisfied with my girlfriend and there was no longer sex in our relationship, I lay awake in the room at night and was unhappy with my life.
I said aloud in the room when I was alone: this woman I am with is not my real wife, if she were my real wife then I would be happy and not unhappy.
I closed my eyes and stayed calm for 5 minutes and then I fantasized about a woman I could imagine in my head, I suddenly felt a kind of connection and that this woman was looking for me.
I could name out loud what type of woman she was, her preferences and interests, I felt that she was sad because she was rejected by many men.
I spoke loudly as if she were real, I talked about her and her sadness, I also said that we have met somewhere before, but I can’t remember, I felt her longing for love and security and I visualized that I was kissing her and I whispered to herGive her my love, just before I fell asleep I said to her: if you find me then I’ll be yours, then I’ll be yours forever
I was woken up later, I can’t remember the time.
Someone gently stroked my foot and called my name, Falk please wake up, my dearest please wake up.
I saw a large black cloud near the ceiling above my TV that was frozen in the air and not moving.
.I got up and opened the window to ventilate, but this black smoke would not leave the room, I looked thoughtful and wondered how much did I smoke.
suddenly the black smoke was gone, I thought I was just imagining it and everything was going on in my head.
Suddenly a shadow moved from left to right, then my dishwasher opened by itself, sometimes doors opened by themselves without human hands.
sometimes the electronics went crazy, lightbulbs burst.
During the day I felt someone touch me and try to tickle me through.
In the night I saw a shadow like a human on the wall, I also felt that love was in the air and that someone was staring at me.
At the same time, my girlfriend and I saw a girl at the door of the room, aged 14, in a white dress.
I didn’t think so much back then, just thought to myself in passing: if my girlfriend can’t make me happy then one day the right one will come who will do this and then I’ll replace my girlfriend with a better woman.
I have had many such encounters, while out of body travel and while awake
Most of these women (succubus) called me an asshole or a holy man from the ancient tribe of Jerusalem
I was also frequently conjured up in the astral by succubus, harpies, archangels, and also by elemental beings.
Some of these beings are bad, bad in my opinion.
I can remember that some of these beings summoned me so that they could control me and command around and some wanted me to release their ban on an object and it was very angry.
I also met vampires and Lilith, the queen of the night.
Me and Lilith are not really compatible, she exudes a confident female dominance and tried to rape me chained on an altar.
This happened for months (felt this way)
Lilith wanted me to make a pact with her, I refused, she tried several times to persuade me to make a pact with her.
My spiritual wife called me her lover, her sweet prince of darkness.
She told me her name and at the same time deleted her name again, I can only remember her first letter that started with C.
She was 1.60 tall and busty with long, black hair and she was constantly changing her appearance with animal features.
Her eyes were fiery red like candle flames, as if her eyes were alive and she had vampire teeth, she marked my shoulder with her teeth and claws.
I still carry their marks on my shoulder today, even when the wounds have healed, you can still see the marks.
sometimes I have the feeling that she is still visiting me, watching me from afar and sometimes I feel anger and sometimes sadness inside me.
I have met Lord Michael several times and have often had conversations with him.
that with Samael is new, especially I am in a new partnership and Samael once manifested himself to my girlfriend as a being with black wings and dirty white skin.
I would like to tell everyone who read this, I don’t do a lot of rituals other than love spells and curses and sometimes I consciously or totally ignorantly attract sexual spirits in my life.
Und from my side they behave like us humans, many facets and darkness and love