Hi, my name is Axaraa/Allan, otherwise known by my pen name A. E. Wolfshadow. I’m from USA. My magickal name is Abraxa/Axarus. I am Non-binary but I use female names and pronouns to make it easier which is what I prefer even though I’m pretty gender fluid and in reality I’m probably beyond gender all together. I don’t care what pronouns or name you call me since I use both interchangeably.
I have been a practicing witch and grey magician since my early teens (I’m 32 now,) and I first started working with the demons of the Goetia since that age.
I’ve always been very eclectic in my magic, I don’t really conform to ‘magickal norms’ either lol. And my philosophy I’ve had in my magick since I was a teenager comes from Bruce Lee and ancient ninja philosophy of “Take only what is useful.”
So I have studied in the course of my life basically all of the magickal religious and mystical systems of the world and fuse what I personally need and feel resonance with.
In my life I’ve studied Satanism, Sithism (that is using and studying the philosophy of the fictional Sith from Star Wars for a psionic based magick system), regular psionics, Zen Buddhism and other eastern system like Tao, Yoga, spiritual Ninjutsu, Hermetic and Golden Dawn system/some of Thelema, Druidism, shamanism, wicca/RHP paganism as well as dark and grey Paganism, Voodoo (I use the BALG Voodoo system with additions,) mystical Christianity and Gnosticism, and since I have been doing BALG courses heavily for several years now those practices have included the black magick BALG teaches for evocation, divination, and soul travel, and I have recently dived into the BALG Norse Viking Magick course and really I’ve dived pretty deep already.
And really anything else that works.
I’m also a member of Temple of Ascending Flame and I am working for initiation.
I am currently as of this writing doing a multitude of things, especially the Viking magick Pathworking and workings related to Asenath Mason/TOAF.
I am working on making soul travel more visceral. I am studying Robert Bruce’s works and trying to combine it with the Soul travel course. I can see and hear but it still feels like imagination rather than a real separation of the bodies. I am trying to break the glass ceiling in this matter, as well as evoke to physical appearance a spirit in the full transfigured crossroads state where the spirit is real to my senses.
I’ve done several consultations with EA and I have been pathworking the majority of the content on BALG by myself, he suggested that I join the forum so here I am!
(BTW I have a black pyramid
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