Hi i am 18 years old , from Portugal . I have been practising magick for about 3 months , before that i just tried to learn the basic terminology and skills , before jumping in magick .
I am still struggling to develop my astral senses , and finding the right path for me in magick , i have used some incantations from this forum to develop astral senses , which have really helped me make some progress . I have researched a lot about the experiences of some people with spirits on this forum , i was trying to know if i had interest in some spirits and mistakes to not make .
What led me to magick was that , for some unknown reason i found myself getting interested in christianity and reading the bible , which led me getting obsessed with the bible and following God and doing his will etc …
My family consider themselves christians , which i laugh at because they say they are christians but they dont go by what the bible says , just gets me angry for people who say they are christians but they dont fuckin care about it . I used to be a so called christian , until i found myself getting restricted by that bullshit , not being able to be who i am and do what i want .
I was a different type of christian , i had a different view of the 21 century christians , they changed and twisted the christianity view to their own way , which didnt correspond to the real christianity , recited in the bible . I started losing interest in christianity because like i said it restricted me , so then i decided to leave that shit and blasphemy against that so called Holy God .
The christianity phase in my life was something that radically changed my personality and view of the world . I have tried to do some work with some spirits , to get things i wanted , which didnt really manifest , probably because of me and not the spirit . I am hoping to have fun in magick and become what i want and who i am .