Hello.
My magical name is Umbrapax (mundane Szymon). I am 23 years old, living in Cracow in Poland. My first encounter with occult was when I was 19. It started with La Vey Satanic Bible, then I came across Spiritual Satanism. I don’t want to criticize this quasi-“path” right now. Reading their entries did me more harm than good. It gave me a wrong idea of what magic is, I had a lot of confusion about the awakening process, initiation, spirits etc. I’m glad that I got rid of this bigotry. At the end of 2019 I came across the Draconian Ritual Book. This book was like a redemption back then. I have started practicing kundalini meditation. The cleansing process was really traumatic however I enjoyed that. Asenath Mason’s books appeal to me the most. Now I am working with “The book of Mephisto” and in the nearest future I want to make a pact with Mephistopheles himself. My daily routine is kundalini meditation and shadow meditation. As for the goals for the coming years, I want to integrate the Shadow parts and develop the predator mind. This year I will start my studies in philosophy at the Jagiellonian University. From a magical perspective, I am interested in the Draconian Tradition. My intellectual interests are philosophy, classic literature and analytical psychology which are my mundane mask.
Currently I am struggling with really annoying guest which I have described here Calming down the Goddess [Namaah]. Also, I am struggling with myself, integrating Shadow is a really hard task however it’s a beautiful journey into Self.
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