If the 42 Letter Name is exploring the mystical to bring more happiness into your life, Loagaeth is the mystical activating within your consciousness to awaken intensely powerful abilities.
Before I go into that, what exactly do I mean when I say “mystical”? I mean something very specific when I say happiness, respect, despair, and with mystical, I mean more those qualities of occultism that bring awareness of the omnipresence of the Godself, and of the agency of the Godself.
Synchronicities have expanded for me unlike anything I’ve previously experienced. Divination can be a finicky topic, but with Loagaeth, the karmic traces manifest in the world, often prior to the main event.
Predicting the future is a shakey business, but inevitably, you’re gonna do something, and things will happen. One thing I like about magick is that it takes such philosophical metaphysical intellectual quandaries and makes it into your average Tuesday, not through contemplative cognitions and thought experiments, but right there in your life experience.
Every letter, a spirit. Every atom, a spirit, with difficult to fathom probability-space between them. Are they right next to each other, or light-years apart? I believe we can compute the probability. Weird shit happens when you observe the inanimate building blocks of matter. It seems to respond to observation. At least that’s what they taught me as a freshman.
This isn’t a justification, it’s just something I find interesting.
It’s like the energy is suffusing itself up into my reality. The world seems more and more like the dream state.
Re-engage with dream practices - immediately rewarded. Puzzles to solve, intensely magickal dreams, and glorious pleasure to bask in. I did a pseudo-WBTB (wake back to bed) today, about 5 minutes dim lighting while wearing my sleep mask out of bed after journaling. I had to get up briefly for something, and I thought, hey WBTB I’ll just try and think about lucid dreaming while I’m up. I can recall that moment of determined intention, very brief, but determined, to get lucid. In the dream, after visual sensory information re-emerged following a period with only tactile-spatial sensory awareness, lucidity came over me although without strong meta-awareness, like with meditation. It’s like when I’ve tried the least I’ve also tried the most and been successful. I’ve also gotten to that average twice per week with really only journaling consistently over some months.
What makes it so intense? Aside from the enormous number of results, and I am hesitant to say primarily manifested in the dream state, you sense the energies around you for long enough and it gets to feeling like you can dissolve yourself into the blob whenever you want.
Occultism is rarely anything remotely like fictional magic, but this can blur that line. This likely makes it dangerous for the Larpers, while unchaining those powerful with more regular practical methods.
Goodbye regular dreams. I welcome the vast limitlessness of the light shining through my being.