I believe humans are not made human, but are already spirits with possibly billions of years experience incarnating as human. I do personally believe in both reincarnation, and the ātransmigration of spiritsā so that they can incarnate between species.
I have done a few past life regressions, about 10 years ago, and I stopped because at the time I was mostly picking up on the deaths, which got old very fast I was pyrophobic for six months after one of them where I was doused in boiling oil and set on fireā¦ These were all human except for the one fae lifetime, but longish, about 2000 years, longer than my other human lives put together. Iāve only been on Earth about 3000 years, and I have more UPG on why that is, it was basically an accident of sorts. This is why my attempts to do the āwhat is my purposeā exercise came up nothingā¦ I have no purpose other than what I decide, because I didnāt mean to be here, and getting out of being human is not as easy as getting in.
But Iāve found since that that was because itās the more emotional regressions that grab you when you donāt set your intention to get something more specific. Doing that Iāve discovered past lives pre human. Alien lives and pre alien. Life an whatās basically an elemental, which I call āthe consciousness of rockā (not actual rock) and all I did was building planets for billions of years. (This is super interesting info that feeds into my ideas on how to create physical manifestationsā¦ you sort of sing it into existence, for want of a better word, holding the energy until it can hold itself)
At some point, and I lose the chronology here, I āgrew upā in Azazelās legions. Which makes me an incarnate demon to some. Iāve posted about that on here a couple of years ago when I got the gnosis, and itās not really changed since. It was a thingā¦ I donāt regret it and I feel a kinship with Azazel and his legions for this reason, and he may have created me, along with a couple of other entities, for this purpose. And then I was tasked with world building. I call that my āEarth Projectā period. As opposed to know which is my āHuman Projectā period, which is now just about done.
And all this was why I stopped identifying as āFaekinā, because one life out of many is not a big deal, and my 2000 years as a Leshy is recent, but thatās not long at all. What point is ābeing otherkinā when you believe almost everybody has been many, many things over billions of years?