Hi everyone, I know this may sound weird but I recently lost all of my money shooting Horse up my arms. Now I need anyone of you here to please help me get some more Horse until I can get back on my feet again. Crowley was the one who got me hooked, more or less.
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I’m sorry for your loss.
In my opinion, after this big loss, you should learn from your mistake, and didn’t jump into it again. Find someone who can support you in this case financially, to get you back on your feet. Although this whole story is… illogical. If you’re lost all of your money, why would you need correct numbers?
Furthermore, you should get rid of this addiction as well, as soon as possible. There are lot of people who are lost more than their money; some of them lost also their own houses, friends, family and their health.
I think therein lies the problem. If we learn anything in magick it’s focusing your attention and desiring something so strongly you need to want it more than the air you breathe. Addictions and dabbling have no real desire attached, while gambling is a desire it doesn’t come from the right thoughts. It controls you, you dont control it. Dabbling is no better really. Ther’s no conviction in the action so failure will follow. You got to want it, really want it.
My 2c’s worth.
Which Sport do you bet on? I do football mostly, and dog race.
And to get you back on track, can you prepare charm yourself? Something Africa. You would be able to see the game yourself, who will winning and who will lose, and even get correct score.
Also, if you are well advanced in occultism I can send a Spirit to you whose Office is about Sport Betting. You may have him appeare to you via a crystal or mirror or astrally. He won’t come physically.
I have also tried divination regarding gambling with the lotto and Scratchers from $1 to $30. In over two weeks and putting in $100 i got my money back and on the final bet i won a dollar and then quit. Devination will help but there are just too many variables to really win or win big.
Trying to make back lost money,
is the safest and fastest way,
to completely fall into the addiction of lucky games.
There’s only one way, that will actually save your ass:
NEVER, NEVER GO TO A BETTING BOOKER AGAIN!!!
I’ve seen what you can loose.
Declare it as an Sacrifice,
and investigate yourself fully - and i mean fully - into something completely different.
Never try to outrun your luck again.
Else, i can’t help you.
Luck-gaming is designed to break and weaken people.
The complete gaming system is riged against it’s costumers,
and anyone who’s serious in understanding circumstance,
propability and magick,
will tell you,
that what i just explained to you is completely true.
The best chances, you can ever have in any gaming enviourment,
start below 49%, and go down.
It is a sorrowful thing to the fire, when it is sat upon. Even more sorrowful to the suffering of the one who sat upon it.
But shameful is the one who jumps back into the fire and blames it for burning.
A rough lesson is coming
But take courage. It will get better, just stay out of the fire.
Okay, while I agree with the comments above. (Gambling is folly") I know people well, you are not going to quit. So I will offer you some advice. First off, don’t bet on other people. (sports, horseracing, greyhound, etc.) Pick something where you can actually bet on luck or yourself. I gamble occasionally. I play blackjack and poker. I have very strong intuition. I know when to bet and when not to. You should develop this. If you play anything you need to know as much or more as the people playing. If you play poker you should look up pokerstars tutorials. This will teach you how to think like a pro would. everythingpoker.com is also quite good. Second take your emotions out of it
This shows me you are too emotional and have no restraint. These people are never good at anything usually because there emotions get in the way of their brain. Your intuition is useless without emotional control.
Finally, separate you money into two classes, The first is what you need to live on, the second is what you can use to gamble. Please do not take me as being hard on you. I have seen your type before. Right now you cannot pay the rent, next you will be dining with shilocks. You do not want that. I sadly doubt you will listen to my advice or thiers. Do not look for the easy way out. I am not telling you to quit gambling, just control it. I wish you the best of luck. I hope this helps in some way.
I think what so many people are trying to tell you is that magic is not designed to help you get your shit together. Asmodues helped me overcome many things in my life. He never solved the problem for me. I experienced things worse than losing money. I lost a person to suicide that I loved deeply. I tried to commit suicide three times and finally wass put into a mental hospital. Asmodues showed me how to deal with problems in a more constructive matter. He never took care of my problems for me. The first step to overcoming anything is to separate yourself emotionally from the problem. The truth is my friend is that you have an addiction, one that WILL destroy your life. You must control it insead of it controlling you. A spell in a book will not fix that, even if you did get your money back, if the past is any indication of the future, (and it useally is) wouldn’t you just gamble it back away. You should focus your energy and skills on getting rid of your ADDICTION before you try to fix your financial problem.