Really, I’m very tired. No matter what I do, results are zero to none. I’m jobless one year and a half and counting. I am well educated, worked for a big company for 25 years, and had a good position and salary. My CV is very good, but it seems that nowadays no one wants to employ people 50+ years old.
To aid with job/wealth searching, I’ve tried many things in magick (NAP, Angels of Omnipotence, Henry Archer methods, Damon Brand methods, Pathworkings with Tzadkiel, Lucifer; sigils - Bune, Mammon, Pendralion, Halathor, etc, etc.), also trying to increase luck in gambling (Hermes, etc) to no avail. I’ve come to the conclusion that, regarding money, magick is not going to save my butt.
I know that some people, trying to help will say that “it’s your lust for results” or “you have to put more effort”, “you have to give magick time to work” (as if 2 years is not enough), or "so many methods show you don’t believe in magick " or whatever other reason. Trust me, I have tried almost all.
Some magickal operations have worked, but related to health, not money. At this moment I’m sarting to think that it was also due to a placebo effect.
Well, at least, venting all the above is a good therapy to continue fighting, but without using magick