Last night I was trying a different breathing method. Instead of like an 8 and 8 breathing method. I tried taking the slowest yet longest inhale I could take.
The idea was that in the martial arts books im reading. They say that extending the breath and using full lung capacity you can lessen the amount of breaths required per minute than the untrained. Allowing you to maximize the breath. Hope im making since here.
So I said to myself last night as im getting myself into my meditative trance. What if u try and maximize one full breath. What if I inhale at just the faintest amount. Just enough that I don’t feel like I’m short of air. For me this turned out to be surprisingly faintest. I had a tiny tiny tiny constant flow of air and energy coming in.
I mentally laughed to myself about how small the stream of air was that was coming in. After about 5 seconds I started to feel how cold the constant stream was. After about 15 seconds I could start to notice the flow was getting more intense. I moved my consciousness to my chest to see if I was breathing faster. I wasn’t but the streams flow I was inhaling was growing. I then realised it wasn’t my air intake that was getting stronger and faster. It was the energy flow that was growing in strength. It felt like I was taking a normal breath of all energy and .0001 actual oxygen but it was an endless inhale of that.
It became somewhat electric feeling. Then energy would come in my mouth and move down to my belly where it would swirl abd send out warm electric pulses. No pain which is weird because I won’t even test batteries on my tongue.
At this point I felt like I was constantly chugging a beer as the flow was picking up. It didn’t hurt it was just a fast steady stream. My head was starting to strobe with a bright white light. It started slow but it really picked up speed untill it was just constantly on like a lightbulb. Then I started getting weird rorschach shaped colored blobs. Followed up with sacred geometry behind them.
By this point the energy flow into my mouth has look as if you filled a bubble with grey smoke. It also has the refractive spots in like streaks of glints of light. Those as they come in feel bumpy.
I can feel pressure building up in my belly and rising up. I feel like I’ve just left an all you can eat crab leg buffet. I feel it raise to the middle of my chest.
I realised im finally starting to reach my max inhale (this has all be one long breath).
I notice the guided meditation i was supposed to be following sounds like its about half way over. Had I been inhaling for a straight 10 minutes? I start to slowly exhale now. As I do I realise a few seconds later as im still wondering if I’ve really take that long a breath or if im hallucinating. I know the weed i got right now isnt that fucking good lol.
But as in thinking about all this I realisw the energy glow has dwindled. I spent the next 10 minutes trying to reproduce with meh results.
Fuck what a ride.
