Hey everyone!!
Most nights I meditate before bed, to relagin myself, my chakras, & to help digest the days events (It helps with my PTSD).
Not even a minute into the meditation, & I felt my third eye widen, & my soul leave my body. I saw my room, & my physical body sitting there with a bluish tint in the upper, lower, & sides of my eyes in like a circle. I touched my bodies arm, & PHYSICALLY felt a hand on my body, & felt my bodies arm on my souls hand.
I walked out of my room, & seen my friends who were playing videogames in the next room over, & was able to hear what they were talking about. They couldn’t hear me or see me, but I was there. I then went towards the kitchen in my house which is on the opposite side of the hallway, & seen a cart sitting there, before an orangish portal. It wasn’t a shopping cart it was, kind of like a coal cart, (without the coal in it). I sat inside it & it began to move forward into & through the portal
On the other side of the portal, I saw immediately in front of me, & off to the left slightly, a HUGE castle-esc buliding, with giant bronze-goldish gates before it. I looked over my shoulders one at a time, & noticed I was above what I believe to be the river of sticks. The water was murky, it was a dark purplish shade, with almost what resembled smoke dancing on it.
Behind the castle there was lava falls, & demons with wings flying about. It was hot, but not uncomfortable kind of hot. It was nice. It was also very bright in hell as well.
Just on the other side of the gates were several demons. The demon on the forefront of the demons was Lord Lucifer with his angel wings. He was standing there, with his long thinner black hair, no shirt on, black pants (I couldn’t make out the material), & shoes on. His wings must be massive when fully extended!! They were so beautiful!! His eyes were a greenish hazel brown mix, & his smile was calming & pleasent. With him, Duke Sallos, in his armor, & crown looking head piece, Goddess Astaroth in her beautiful armor, & head piece, with a long sword at her waste, & Dutchess Gremory exactly as I remember her when I fully evoked her!!
I was happy to see all of them, as they were me. The cart kept moving though into the castle, & stopped not to far in. I walked down the hall way, that had many doors, until I found a demon waiting for me, who I’m not quite ready to reveal who it was due to our personal agreements.
We talked about things I can’t discuss yet, but he healed my hurt, & walked me over to a really comfy room. He had told me that would be my room when I die. He said to me I’ll be able to come in & go out of that room as I please. I was then instructed to look into the mirror & I seen a demonic version of myself with wings looking back at me!! He told me I was going to descend into a demon, & live amongst them in the kingdom!!
We spoke further then I left. I returned through the original orange portal, & walked back to my body. I wasn’t sure how to get back in, but once I figured out that I was able to slip back in, I turned around & fell directly into my body in the way I was sitting on my bed. I jumped up & gasped for air. I felt my soul reconnect with my body, & I felt stronger, I felt at peace, & I felt safe!!
This was WAY to real to be anything else than an actual projection into hell. I saw everything, as if I (my physical form) was there. I felt everything as well. It was so real!! It was so beautiful!!
I then contacted Lord Lucifer, & he confirmed it for me. It was real…I told him I want to go back & see more of hell. I tried last night but couldn’t do it.
Maybe I was called down to hell?? I believe it may of been that if not an accident