Hi I’m jay, I live with my mom! it was march…I felt this energy…and i keep seeing sexual things…like signs…I saw 666 texted me…i my mood was a bit draining and tired and I was arguing with my mom and she slap my arm…and that night I heard a word “nightmare”…and my mom had a nightmare…of a invisible ghost throwing people and trying to attack her but she had sage in the dream. but the ghost didn’t attack me…I was in school and it was almost the end of the day…and I felt her energy left me…I was a bit upset and concerned…but I let it be…so 1 month later I tried to summon a succubus with the note I told Lilith I wanted a succubus…that was loving and caring…and something happened that shouldn’t happen…I kept seeing signs of suicide…all I wanted was a succubus…not this…and a few days ago I wanted to end my life….but I didn’t…I tried not too! idk what I did wrong…btw I’m a female that is nonbinary…and I want to know how to summon a succubus properly…without these things happening……like something is trying to kill me…is this bad luck? can someone please help me…
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Succubi are demons, demons are dark energy beings, dark energy beings will eventually bring up your own darkness. If you have repressed feelings of wanting to end it, she could be bringing those up in you to help you feel through them and integrate them. Pay attention to where your feeling those emotions and feelings in your body and allow them to be felt and allow them to flow.
For example. As ive gone through the qliphoth which is literally inundated with these beings, it brought up my murderous shadow aspects, also my feelings of sadism, i had to integrate these aspects and feelings. It also brought up shadow desires like genocide, killing, revenge, destruction, the violation of people innocent and guilty in multiple ways, and some other heinous shit which i feel uncomfortable mentioning. its my task to integrate these shadow aspects and channel them into better outcomes for myself (or not, i could just go loop the loop and act on them in unhealthy ways, however that would be unbeneficial for me)
Sounds like you attracted an astral parasite. This is very common when people jump in to summoning without any kind of spiritual hygiene or protection.
Best to start with learning how to banish and cleanse you and your space.
We have some tutorials on here for that: use the search for “parasite collection”.
I don’t think you did that part wrong. I think you probably got attacked by an intruder and that’s what’s messed you up.
You have to take care of keeping time wasting randoms out of your space if you’re opening yourself to summoning things. This is summoning 101.
Yes, parasites feed on negative energy, and will dick with you to get you to make more of it. It can get worse than this so get on that cleansing asap and you’ll be fine 
Thank you so much! I was thinking about cleansing my house first before I do the succubus summoning again ! but how do I summon the right one and not a parasite…
Protect yourself against them. Ward your whole home, shield your whole home, and do it daily when setting them up for like a week. After the first week do it every weekend.
Also depending on how long you’ve been practicing, meditation or opening your psychic senses in some way may be beneficial. You need your third eye open to some degree to feel the succubus.
I’d say slow it down and back up a notch… You may have multiple parasites, it’s hard to say.
Banish your whole house, your bedroom, and you very thoroughly.
Then wait. Give it time to settle and see how you feel. You may need to banish and cleanse multiple times to get clear.
When you are clear, you’re not done. You are still wide open and there’s nothing to stop the nasties coming back, or new ones coming in.
So next you set up wards and shields. These are also called protections.
Here’s some ideas for that, go with what feels right. This is called “filling your intuition”. Or following your gut. The more you do that the better you get at it.
After at least a month where you are clean and clear, and know who you are again without this negative influence, and your wards are solid, then do the petition letter again.
Banish again after doing it.
But I live with my mom…
I don’t see the problem.
Research the ways on how to banish. You’ll see there are ways that fit your lifestyle.
Ok…imma start my protection…but can you tell me the difference between a succubus energy and a parasite energy…I’m a little new…to these things…I’m sorry…for asking to many questions…I want to be prepared…after I protect my house and stuff…
@Daylee_Dreamer Please answer the questions I asked you to complete your introduction. You did not provide enough information.
Parasite isn’t a kind of being, it’s what the being does.
Many astral beings can feed off you, some are more like insects, some are intelligent. They all feed.
So, In my not always popular, personal opinion? There’s no difference. It feeds on you, it’s a parasite, A big, clever parasite. Not much different than a trophy wife, or a gold digger. They can get your rocks off which some would argue makes them symbiotes, but you support them to exist. But they are smart enough not to bite the hand that feeds them, so should not be making you sick, drained, emotionally unstable or miserable.
I live in a fully Christian household and have managed to continuously practice safely. Don’t let your mind limit you so far to the point that a parasite stops you from getting help.
You need to regain control and tell those nasty spirits to fuck off. Banish them and then set up shields to protect yourself further. Go in every room and recite a banishing incantation, set up wards, anything within your means.
I need some serious help getting rid of them…nasties. how do I do it? I think it’s trying to make me end my life-…I feel nauseous…I don’t feel safe at all! it’s not good cause I’m sort of a beginner! I need to learn…I need to have faith…may I please have advice from you?
Mulberry provided a thread for you to open which details many ways to defend yourself.
Scroll up and click the white box.
Where?
This; click on her profile picture on this reply
Ok