You’ll want to get your spiritual hygiene sorted out, and start work on developing your astral senses, then when you can know you have a decent chance at avoiding impostors and parasites then try the evocation guides we have on here.
Get the book from the first post in the “spiritual hygiene” thread linked a out and learn how to protect yourself, keep unwanted things away, and how to get rid of them if they show up.
So… you said:
And I said Lucifer.
Then you said:
Well that wasn’t your question, You said “who can help?”, not “who can help that needs me?”.
Nobody needs you. Period.
All they want if for you to develop yourself and become more, to reach your potential, and then you will have no need to be needed either. That IS the reward for them to see you get strong. But now you want to be special too? You want some cookies from Lucifer AS WELL as him helping you?
No, he doesn’t need that kind of weakness, but he will be kind about it: stop faffing about and get to doing the actual work, THEN you make yourself valuable.